Apology note and feedback after 2 years on the site.

Hello all, you may know me as 'Kira'. I've been a member of this forum since September 2013 and I originally joined, made 5 posts and left. As I was a noob, and honestly had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea about pixels such as collectibles and I think that's what went wrong. I got so obsessed with these pixels, and wanted the most. But, I was doing it the wrong way. I was rude to other members, and I never appreciated what I had. Until now, have I realized that I should have never behaved this way.

I want to be apart of the community, be friends with other members and I certainly don't want to be banned. I've been banned at least 5 times in the last 3 months and honestly, I'm fed up. I may come up with these empty threats when I'm mad, but the moderators should be helping me fit in with the community instead of banning me. Sometimes it's hard for me to communicate with other people around the community. I don't have much of a life, I must admit it. I spend a lot of my time on this forum, and I'd like to have fun on it. I don't care about these pixels as much as some think, I really don't.

What I'm saying is, I'm sorry for all my mistakes. It's only human to make mistakes and I can easily turn it around, if you all give me the chance. You all look down on my for my past on the forum, but if you gave me a chance then everything would be great. We wouldn't have these little 'arguments' and I wouldn't be banned. I know that some people want me banned, or off the site and I'm completely aware of who they are. I only made this multi account to write this up, and honestly moderators if you ban me for multi accounting then this is only going to continue. If you were to un-ban me and accept that people make mistakes then I'll be able to move on with my life.

I've loved being apart of the community, and it may now seem like it, but I really do like some people on this forum. One of these people include PandaNikita, she's a great friend and would do anything for me. She has always stuck up for me on this forum, been there for me for the good and bad times. I hope we can continue this friendship that we have. Staff members, you're doing great at your job and on other forums where I wouldn't be caught for multi accounting, I was honestly scared about being banned while writing this up on a multi account. You all seem to dedicate a lot of your time on this forum and I'd like to thank you for that.

I'm not going to write up too much, but I'm sure you know what I'm getting at. Thank you to whoever may have read this and please give me a chance before judging me for my past. I don't think I'll ever want to leave this forum, until I have been accepted by members and staff.

The staff members here want to make every member have an enjoyable experience, but in order for that to happen, those seeking to disrupt the peace have to be take care of, and though I can't recall ever seeing you, it appears that you were one of those people who needed taken care of. That being said, I believe you could get into more trouble for creating a second account, but I'm not sure what the staff will say about all this.

Bowie said:

The staff members here want to make every member have an enjoyable experience, but in order for that to happen, those seeking to disrupt the peace have to be take care of, and though I can't recall ever seeing you, it appears that you were one of those people who needed taken care of. That being said, I believe you could get into more trouble for creating a second account, but I'm not sure what the staff will say about all this.

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hes vanishingkira/snype/sector.


while it is good that ur trying to make up/apologize for ur past actions,
i can understand why ppl are wary of u, since past 'arguments' have gotten ugly. insults dont make ppl feel too good, man.

Freedom said:

What I'm saying is, I'm sorry for all my mistakes. It's only human to make mistakes and I can easily turn it around, if you all give me the chance. You all look down on my for my past on the forum, but if you gave me a chance then everything would be great. We wouldn't have these little 'arguments' and I wouldn't be banned. I know that some people want me banned, or off the site and I'm completely aware of who they are. I only made this multi account to write this up, and honestly moderators if you ban me for multi accounting then this is only going to continue. If you were to un-ban me and accept that people make mistakes then I'll be able to move on with my life.

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You say this every time you get banned.

And this morning.....

Sector said:

I could have got 3 waluigi eggs directly from the shop if I didn't get myself banned. Apparently for 'cheating' lol bs I didn't cheat anyway.

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Sector said:

you won't be seeing much waluigi eggs in the marketplace in like 3 months bc the people that have them go inactive and I've got 12 which I'm not selling bc I'll probably get banned again which is my plan bc it's so easy to get banned on this forum

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You wouldn't get banned if you didn't go looking for trouble.

gnoixaim said:

You wouldn't get banned if you didn't go looking for trouble.

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I don't go looking for trouble at all. I've noticed the way you in particular try to wind me up, so if you were to help me then I wouldn't end up being banned. I was banned for 3 months after a situation with you, you're the only problem I've got and you're not even willing to trade with me. You're a rude individual that seems to go out of her way to annoy me. I'll be putting you on my ignore list, as I don't want to cause trouble.

Freedom said:

Hello all, you may know me as 'Kira'. I've been a member of this forum since September 2013 and I originally joined, made 5 posts and left. As I was a noob, and honestly had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea about pixels such as collectibles and I think that's what went wrong. I got so obsessed with these pixels, and wanted the most. But, I was doing it the wrong way. I was rude to other members, and I never appreciated what I had. Until now, have I realized that I should have never behaved this way.

I want to be apart of the community, be friends with other members and I certainly don't want to be banned. I've been banned at least 5 times in the last 3 months and honestly, I'm fed up. I may come up with these empty threats when I'm mad, but the moderators should be helping me fit in with the community instead of banning me. I've got what some people know as 'Autism' and sometimes it's hard for me to communicate with other people around the community. I don't have much of a life, I must admit it. I spend a lot of my time on this forum, and I'd like to have fun on it. I don't care about these pixels as much as some think, I really don't.

What I'm saying is, I'm sorry for all my mistakes. It's only human to make mistakes and I can easily turn it around, if you all give me the chance. You all look down on my for my past on the forum, but if you gave me a chance then everything would be great. We wouldn't have these little 'arguments' and I wouldn't be banned. I know that some people want me banned, or off the site and I'm completely aware of who they are. I only made this multi account to write this up, and honestly moderators if you ban me for multi accounting then this is only going to continue. If you were to un-ban me and accept that people make mistakes then I'll be able to move on with my life.

I've loved being apart of the community, and it may now seem like it, but I really do like some people on this forum. One of these people include PandaNikita, she's a great friend and would do anything for me. She has always stuck up for me on this forum, been there for me for the good and bad times. I hope we can continue this friendship that we have. Staff members, you're doing great at your job and on other forums where I wouldn't be caught for multi accounting, I was honestly scared about being banned while writing this up on a multi account. You all seem to dedicate a lot of your time on this forum and I'd like to thank you for that.

I'm not going to write up too much, but I'm sure you know what I'm getting at. Thank you to whoever may have read this and please give me a chance before judging me for my past. I don't think I'll ever want to leave this forum, until I have been accepted by members and staff.

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Here Sakuro7/snype/vanishingkira/sector/freedom whatever the heck the user name is,
let me save this for ya, since you have this uncanny habit of backtracking and edit your posts.

Maruchan said:

Here Sakuro7/snype/vanishingkira/sector/freedom whatever the heck the user name is,
let me save this for ya, since you have this uncanny habit of backtracking and edit your posts.

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Editing my posts? I spent time of my day (Which I could have been doing other things) to write this up from my heart. I don't need your negativity, so I'll be placing you on my ignore list also. I used to get rather annoyed from people like yourself, but not anymore.

Freedom said:

Editing my posts? I spent time of my day (Which I could have been doing other things) to write this up from my heart. I don't need your negativity, so I'll be placing you on my ignore list also. I used to get rather annoyed from people like yourself, but not anymore.

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they just quoted it because sometimes you edit ur post to somethin different. its word-for-word. its not like you havent done it before, just saying.

The issue here is that you're a big boy for and can't rely on the staff to mother you. If you can't handle not breaking the rules then that is your problem, not the problem of anyone else.

I'm going to ignore anything about collectibles, because to be honest that's not even the issue here.

Freedom said:

I want to be apart of the community, be friends with other members and I certainly don't want to be banned. I've been banned at least 5 times in the last 3 months and honestly, I'm fed up. I may come up with these empty threats when I'm mad, but the moderators should be helping me fit in with the community instead of banning me. I've got what some people know as 'Autism' and sometimes it's hard for me to communicate with other people around the community. I don't have much of a life, I must admit it. I spend a lot of my time on this forum, and I'd like to have fun on it. I don't care about these pixels as much as some think, I really don't.

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Firstly, we're aware you're autistic (you told us this a long time ago) and we have been taking this into account whenever we've had to decide how to deal with your posts. This is why we've been as lenient as we have. I don't think you understand what I mean by that though, so I'll explain it to you.

Usually we scale ban length, starting small and then increasing each time we need to ban someone. I've personally been standing up for you in discussions we've had in order to get proposed ban lengths reduced for your sake - otherwise you would have already been faced with a six month+ ban by now. When your anger and insults have been directed at me rather than other users I've personally chosen not to take any action against you even when I've enough material against you to warrant an infraction or ban - but I can't do the same when it's directed at other people.

I can't speak for all of the staff here, but I can honestly say I don't dislike you. We've had pleasant conversations before. So please don't interpret your bans as some form of hatred, or us just not wanting you around, because it's not like that. We need to do what's best for all our users, and you put us in a position where we need to take action against you. Repeatedly insulting other people and then threatening us is of course going to get you banned. We can and have been more lenient on you, but we can't just completely overlook these things either. That would be unfair on others who end up facing lengthy bans for similar behaviour.

We'll be happy to have you as a member of this community when your ban expires. I'll tell you the same thing that I tell other users who will potentially face a backlash when they return after bans: if people are rude to you and openly try to shame you then you can contact me and I'll settle it on your behalf. This goes for anyone. You don't need to get into arguments with other people. Learn when to back off. Don't take to bait. If you feel yourself getting angry, just hit the report button (or you can even PM me directly if you want) and do something else for a bit to cool off and let the staff take care of it for you. It's one of the reasons we're here.

Freedom said:

I only made this multi account to write this up, and honestly moderators if you ban me for multi accounting then this is only going to continue. If you were to un-ban me and accept that people make mistakes then I'll be able to move on with my life.

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If you're trying to appeal to us then this is the completely wrong attitude to take and it's telling me that you've not learned anything at all. You'll be treated just like every other user who tries this: you make more accounts and in return we will continue to extend the length of the ban on your main account. You're only hurting yourself more in the long run by doing this. We don't bend to pseudo-rebellious behaviour. To compare, this situation is similar to a child refusing to clean their room when their parents tell them to, and in return they just end up being grounded. There's no reward to trying to get around it. Just endure the ban in peace and everyone, including yourself, will be happier with the final result.

If you want to better integrate yourself into the community upon your return then I'd be happy to help you out and keep people off your back, but in order to do that you need to let me know you need help rather than just arguing with everyone who goes against you. I know it's so difficult to resist retaliating when someone tries to provoke you, but you're only letting the other person win by doing that.

After reading all of your post, it's made me realize that I shouldn't have made a new account or try to lie, because I'm just digging myself into a bigger hole. Thank you for taking your time to write all of that, and I'll accept my ban on my main account. I just want to be helpful to the members in the community, and I'd like to become the best member I can possibly be. But, as I've said already it's hard to when I've got some people irritating me. I'll be sure to message you if there are any problems in the future. Also, I don't want special treatment for being 'Autistic' I see myself as no different from anybody else.

Just relax,
Take in to account of what you have done in the past & not to do it again.
I'm also going to say the staff here are great & try to make every member happy.
If some one does bad to any member here at any time that member will get consequences.
If people get angry against there consequences they will get no~where in life.
If you get mad at your consequences as I said before relax, do something you like doing the most.
I'll agree with Tina too.