thinking abt making an appointment with my family doctor to talk about my chest. I'm at a point where it's not even necessarily dysphoria (I still stand firm on my gender identity even when I'm not wearing my binder bc my biology is not indicative of my gender), rather the fact that it feels like a parasite leeching off of my body. it feels like it's not part of me, I almost dissociate when I see it honestly. I think that dysphoria did play a role there, but now it's really just general discomfort. and I wear my binder so much because of it, I'm worried that I might damage breast tissue from wearing my binder so often (if I haven't already).
has anyone else gone through this process, or know someone who has? I don't even know how to get my foot in the door aside from talking to my family doctor. but I need to address this now because it's really only gonna get worse as I get older.