Heya~☆
I'm sorry to hear the cooking aspect has been not kind to you, I dunno if it's allowed but if so I could help find a youtube video that might work fir what you make next?
Some of these videos either lie or they're too professional and have specific tools that others dont generally have (like a damn food processor

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If you do decide on changing the food idea, I would love to have known what your first idea was! Cause you could cook it again just for fun and it shouldn't let you down that things didn't go as planned.

