Nightmares

It's been almost 10 years since I met you; we were 13? Both seeking a refuge from our social isolation perhaps. We drifted apart eventually before you died. I've grown since then, gone to college. 22 now. Haven't been on this forum in years but something told me to come back. Still remember where I was when I found out you died - in class with nobody to tell.

I don't know if we would have reconnected if you were still alive, but I'd rather a world with you in it. I wish you saw all the beauty of the world instead of dying with the worst of it in your mind. Perhaps we would never speak again, but I'd rewind the strings of reality if it meant that you could still smile.

Hope you're resting well,
Ajay

Been thinking about you tonight.. Seeing Skarmoury's drawing for you made me want to share some art you did for me of my old new leaf mayor back in 2016.

I remember being so happy when I received this. Thank you, I'll treasure it always ❤

I've been using my sta.sh lately, and I came across art I did for you back in 2015.


I remember you from time to time. You've been part of my drawing journey, and you've touched many lives, even for a brief moment.

I hope you're happy and at peace. I hope the sun shines for you eternally and all you feel is warmth and love and comfort. Wishing the best for you.

it has been 6 years since you passed away, the memory of the person you used to be will always be cherished and i hope your soul has found peace

hey lani <3

i always feel a bit odd coming here - a little bit like a fraud a guess. i was scrolling through the camera roll on my old phone earlier and i came across a bunch of screenshots from our ****** **** days. amongst all of these, i found a picture i took of the envelope that one time i sent you a letter, which is so unbelievably odd as just yesterday i was at a farm which would’ve been just down the road from you, and i didn’t even begin to put the pieces together. i hope that you’re doing well wherever you are dear <3

hi lani,

it's so weird isn't it? i'm older than you now, and im speaking at my graduation... when i wrote my speech, i was thinking about how you struggled academically and how school weighed you down. i wish you could've known that school and grades didn't define you as a person. it's been so long, but i think about you every day. subconsciously or consciously.


talk to you soon,

emi

Remembering you today.

i went to where you’re from today!!! you cross my mind so often, it’s so weird being here knowing that you’re not. i hope you’re somewhere better than here <3

for you,

Miss you ;w; Lobo will always mean so much to me because of the collectible you sent. I'll never get rid of it T^T I love you so much.

Thinking of you so much today.. I miss you

always thinking about you, love emi

Thinking of you today. ;w; I miss you.

Merry Christmas lovely <:

Thinking of you today ;w;

thinking of you today

thinking of you, angel

I still miss you

<3

Miss you