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I wouldn't change a thing, truthfully. Everything happens in my life for a reason, I can't imagine how much would change in my life if I were to do one thing differently; or change it entirely.
I say things, do things, live my life the way I choose.. If I were to go back and change something about anything that's happened? I don't know where I'd be today!

But if I could change one THING about MYSELF.. I wouldn't want to have BPD. It has destroyed so many relationships and friendships of mine. Either that, or give my past self the wisdom and knowledge I have about BPD, now. I think I'd be in a much better spot ^^
 
Though I have learned alot, I would choose to get rid of this illness thing. It's a big limit.
If that is too broad then I suppose being smarter could help. Catching on to things faster and understanding things well and faster could be helpful.
 
I'm not sure I'd change anything aside from a few impulsive decisions I made over the past few years.
 
I'd change where I live. I don't like the weather here, the fact this city wasn't designed with the rapid growth happening within it, the poor public transportation, the lack of amenities, and how remote it is. Almost all of my friends are hours away and I can't see the one that still lives here since they're too busy with work (and are planning on moving to Europe anyway). I only moved back for family reasons and I'll be leaving for good sometime in the next few years.
 
I'm fairly sensitive and prone to having hurt feelings. The most among my siblings, or so my mom has pointed out.

So I guess I would change that. It's not exactly a good thing to feel hurt by things

I don't have much of a temper so most of what bothers me will bubble up internally and channel into sadness. Which isn't healthy either.
 
I think the only thing I would change is having a few more friends! I'd like to have more people to hang out with on weekends or special occasions. I have a couple of close friends, but they've both moved too far away to visit.
 
i'd want to change my health fr. i can handle my financial situation and such if i was just better able bodied. hypothyroid kind of ruins my life whenever it wants to
 
I want pure blonde hair to grow outta my head. I dyed my hair blonde for over a decade before giving up and going back to brown but my heart stays blonde
 
my brain hehe. if i could enjoy life without dealing with things the way that i do, that would be amazing. i'm already grateful for the things in my life, it's just my brain that i'd like to change if that was possible.
 
I think it's my diet. I always tell myself to eat healthy, yet here I am still eating all the carbs, oil, sugar and salt.
 
I'd like to have more confidence and motivation. I spent years being too scared to put myself out there, and I also feel like I'm just not as far along in life as I should be. I'd like to have not let my anxiety get in the way of achieving the things I wanted to have done by now...

...also, money :p
 
Almost everything especially my lack of confidence. Right now I wish there was a huge undo button, edit button anything to change me and edit out the unpleasant stuff. The one thing I wouldn’t change is meeting my kitties and mom, my friends here. But right now I have so many regrets it is holding me back and I’m really a mess.
 
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