it's sad boi hours for me. i'm so depressed and lonely and i only have my mum to talk to. i'm at home most of the day and have no phone so i can't goof off on that. just me, my computer, and my nintendo 3ds with one game on it. i really, really want the other animal crossing games to unbore me, but my birthday is two months away. ug, i'm just a mess and upset. it's not even that i have a dad to talk to, either. i know a mom is good enough but my dad is always so irritable and yells at everyone which is my biggest trigger so i avoid him. they're the only two people besides my tutor for homeschooling i see. i want friends, but it seems impossible. everything seems sorta worthless, and i'm all outta tears most of the times. i hate being sad, and i wanna suck myself out of it, but the only time i'm really happy is doodling and playing acnl. ug, i hate venting too. i lost so many of my old friends to being too depressed to hang out, or i would snap at them on my bad days.