Chrystina
07.09 💜
Since the game thread was locked, I only felt like it was appropriate to apologize and explain my side of what happened, since a lot of my frustration right now is everyone isn't getting the full story, and what went on during the entirety of the game.
So.
To entropy, I truly am sorry you felt attacked in this game and what happened day 4 and onwards. If you are going to stop playing because of me, don't worry about that, because I don't plan to keep playing if other people are quitting just because of me.
To Minties, I'm sorry this ruined your game - I really have no better way of saying this. I really should have left it to you, as the host, to figure out who was cheating, and keep my mouth shut but I didn't.
To Miharu/wild blue yonder, I'm sorry this was your first game and this bs happened - I can promise this does not happen in every single game, and I hope it didn't affect how you view the game in general.
To everyone else who sees me in a negative way, I'm sorry. I'm a hypocrite and I really have no justification for it.
& Assuming all of you are probably looking at me in a negative way, and it's kind of obvious nobody really wants that, I only felt like it's needed to explain my side of the story.
So I'll just start off by saying I was already pretty paranoid early in the game the entire mafia team was leaked, and if you read the mafia chat it was kind of obvious I was. I left it to Minties to figure out who that was, and I kept my mouth shut, up until the end of day 4 where I vented to someone (Cory) and I highly regret doing so. Cory didn't cheat - I did, and I understand fully by doing that I was being a hypocrite but I guess my frustrations just got the best of me.
So, if any of you are going to be mad towards someone it's ME and not him. What went on between him and entropy in game I'm not going to comment on, but it frustrates me that he's getting all of the blame, when I was the one who talked to him about the game. I expressed my frustrations without him being asked for it, and that's all me. There's reasons, that I won't say because it's irrelevant to this game, as to why I think other people cheated. I accused entropy of cheating to Cory when I had no evidence, and in the way I told him made it seem like I did. Hence Cory's obvious frustration and game-throwing/mod killing himself. I took the entire situation with entropy and Cory probably in the worst way, and I really don't know how I can explain why I did, maybe because it was just a bad situation.
So.
To entropy, I truly am sorry you felt attacked in this game and what happened day 4 and onwards. If you are going to stop playing because of me, don't worry about that, because I don't plan to keep playing if other people are quitting just because of me.
To Minties, I'm sorry this ruined your game - I really have no better way of saying this. I really should have left it to you, as the host, to figure out who was cheating, and keep my mouth shut but I didn't.
To Miharu/wild blue yonder, I'm sorry this was your first game and this bs happened - I can promise this does not happen in every single game, and I hope it didn't affect how you view the game in general.
To everyone else who sees me in a negative way, I'm sorry. I'm a hypocrite and I really have no justification for it.
& Assuming all of you are probably looking at me in a negative way, and it's kind of obvious nobody really wants that, I only felt like it's needed to explain my side of the story.
So I'll just start off by saying I was already pretty paranoid early in the game the entire mafia team was leaked, and if you read the mafia chat it was kind of obvious I was. I left it to Minties to figure out who that was, and I kept my mouth shut, up until the end of day 4 where I vented to someone (Cory) and I highly regret doing so. Cory didn't cheat - I did, and I understand fully by doing that I was being a hypocrite but I guess my frustrations just got the best of me.
So, if any of you are going to be mad towards someone it's ME and not him. What went on between him and entropy in game I'm not going to comment on, but it frustrates me that he's getting all of the blame, when I was the one who talked to him about the game. I expressed my frustrations without him being asked for it, and that's all me. There's reasons, that I won't say because it's irrelevant to this game, as to why I think other people cheated. I accused entropy of cheating to Cory when I had no evidence, and in the way I told him made it seem like I did. Hence Cory's obvious frustration and game-throwing/mod killing himself. I took the entire situation with entropy and Cory probably in the worst way, and I really don't know how I can explain why I did, maybe because it was just a bad situation.
