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[SillyPrinny]

Tell me about your first love, and what ever happened to them. General feels thread about lost loves.

 

[rbell2915]

I wish I had a first love.
That's my story.

 

[candxur]

mine was a long distance relationship, everything was great n his family invited me to join them on their holiday to italy (for free) and it was great and then he started uni and he was drunk for the entirety of freshers week (he's an angry drunk and had been told many times that I don't like speaking to him when he's drunk) and he turned into a mega ass and was beyond horrible to me so I dumped his ass and now I'm super glad it was long distance bc i'm terrified of seeing him lmao

 

[tifachu]

do they have to be human...

when i was in 1st grade we had to get rid of my two cats who i loved very much, stripey a mean gray tabby who scratched me across the face one time when i was crawling on the floor by my parents bed. and snowflake the little soft shy white kitten who had ear mites at one point and apparently would sleep by my face at night, she was a reward for me finishing kindergarten. i was allergic to them (moreso to snowflake) and i cried and screamed as we were dropping them off in the shelter and it felt like the world was crushing down on me and then in class a week later i wrote about it in our required journals and shared to the class and i started crying in front of everyone and omg im tearing up reading this

(my first human loves were insignificant bc i was a shy person and never rly acted on them just let my feelings internalize :^) but i think my first one was this person i knew from an online game when we were like 10 and 12 each, a lot of ppl made fun of him bc they thought he was like 30 for knowing stuff about coding. i didnt rly know him well but we connected again a few years later on a different game and started talking every day, he also self-diagnosed himself as autistic and 1 day he just kind of disappeared and so i would occasionally read his poetry wordpress for a few yrs after that and then it got deleted like last yr and im still kinda sad abt it, and whenever i tell my mutual friend (they used to be best friends w eachother) to say hi to him for me, he doesnt say anything back. :c apparently hes been rly depresed for a while and hasn't been talking to him much. but yeah i still like him but i do have a bf irl right now i love very much also)
(or maybe my first love was my best friend, we knew each other when we were toddlers but i started questioning my feelings in about 5th grade, we would call each other "wifeys" and pretend to be each others gfs if a creepy boy started flirting with us. we would also play online games together and roleplay adopting a "child" or pet (some random user also willing to roleplay) and raise them together and they would have to call both of us mommy. LOL. but i wasnt sure if it was like "romantic" love bc girl/girl relationships were still foreign to me, and my father is homophobic so i couldnt even think of it but yeah. and altho we're both in relationships today i still love her v much and she is one of my best friends!)

 

[Lightspring]

Ehh, I had a few crushes here and there, but I was young so I wouldn't really consider it 'love'.

My 'first love' was when I was in 7th grade. He was a new student at my school. I thought he had feelings for me, and knowing myself, I didn't want to get involved with a person who didin't like me back, so I thought, "Hey. He's cute. I'm going to go get him". I started befriending him, and we quickly became good friends. Although he wasn't the brightest person in the world, and his English was a little funny (he's half Greek, and Greek was his first language) he was very kind, and he was very innocent (he didn't, or it seemed like he doesn't know what the 'birds and the bees' were, or any other innuendos, slang, etc. I learned a few things about him, as well as he learned things about me. He was actually a year younger than me, and was supposed to be in 6th grade, the grade level below me. His father was in the Coast Guard, and he and his family moved around a lot. Everyday, I would worry that he would move to Texas (His family's next moving spot). On the following January, he announced to me that morning that he wasn't going anywhere. I was so happy I was about to cry. We were still friends, and I thought everything was good. Flash forward to a few months later. A lot of my peers made fun of me for having a crush on him. (This is because he was way shorter than me at the time, was considered 'innocent', and showed no interest me in a romantic way) Basically, the whole class except for him knew about my feelings. They kept telling me that he was going to reject me. And they were right. One day, he was confronted by some of my friends, as well as the main person who made fun of me for my feelings, and they came up to him and asked him about love. He says that he never had feelings for anyone. Broken, I started to question him, and he claimed that he NEVER knew that I had feelings for him, no matter how many good things I'd do for him. He kept apologizing to me, and he said that 'he wanted to save his whole heart for the woman he would love eventually'. I was upset for many days. I started to avoid him afterwards, and he acted like everything was fine. You know what? I regretted ever having feelings for him. I should of never told him all those things about me. He was right for saving his heart for the right moment. That taught me a lesson to save guys at the right moment, and pay attention in school. Ever since, my grades and focus has been improving. Now, I just have my cat, and play ACNL all day.
Hope you enjoyed my long, cringey story.

 

[SillyPrinny]

do they have to be human...

when i was in 1st grade we had to get rid of my two cats who i loved very much, stripey a mean gray tabby who scratched me across the face one time when i was crawling on the floor by my parents bed. and snowflake the little soft shy white kitten who had ear mites at one point and apparently would sleep by my face at night, she was a reward for me finishing kindergarten. i was allergic to them (moreso to snowflake) and i cried and screamed as we were dropping them off in the shelter and it felt like the world was crushing down on me and then in class a week later i wrote about it in our required journals and shared to the class and i started crying in front of everyone and omg im tearing up reading this

(my first human loves were insignificant bc i was a shy person and never rly acted on them just let my feelings internalize :^) but i think my first one was this person i knew from an online game when we were like 10 and 12 each, a lot of ppl made fun of him bc they thought he was like 30 for knowing stuff about coding. i didnt rly know him well but we connected again a few years later on a different game and started talking every day, he also self-diagnosed himself as autistic and 1 day he just kind of disappeared and so i would occasionally read his poetry wordpress for a few yrs after that and then it got deleted like last yr and im still kinda sad abt it, and whenever i tell my mutual friend (they used to be best friends w eachother) to say hi to him for me, he doesnt say anything back. :c apparently hes been rly depresed for a while and hasn't been talking to him much. but yeah i still like him but i do have a bf irl right now i love very much also)
(or maybe my first love was my best friend, we knew each other when we were toddlers but i started questioning my feelings in about 5th grade, we would call each other "wifeys" and pretend to be each others gfs if a creepy boy started flirting with us. we would also play online games together and roleplay adopting a "child" or pet (some random user also willing to roleplay) and raise them together and they would have to call both of us mommy. LOL. but i wasnt sure if it was like "romantic" love bc girl/girl relationships were still foreign to me, and my father is homophobic so i couldnt even think of it but yeah. and altho we're both in relationships today i still love her v much and she is one of my best friends!)

When it comes to people being homophobic they just don't really understand on how these things work now a days, and a lot of these people who grow up waaay before us were raised differently. Growing up with my parents my Father would tell me all these stories from back in high school, like how students had a smoking lounge and the special needs children were just labeled ********. They don't mean it in a mean way, it's just how it was and if you had a problem with a teacher a student and teacher could just take it up in the parking lot before or after school. Personally I don't care if people are gay, I just don't agree with the whole special snowflake thing. I don't want people going up in my face "hurhurhur I'm totally gay now respect me!" I don't agree with that one bit, but what people do with their free time is their business.

Now I have an autistic brother, and usually when people has that, it comes with many other effects. Like depression, anxiety, and many even being introverts. I'm not saying ALL autistic people are like that but it might be a possibility. It's always been a learning curve to accept my brother's personality and the way he behaves at times, he is able to get away with a lot more then I've ever have. Like if I got in trouble in school or just did something stupid while I was younger I would just get my butt beat'en by my Father no questions asked. I also remember my Father beating the crap out of my brother once, but it just wasn't going through his head on what was wrong and what's right. My brother just never really has any limits when it comes to asking... certain things or saying what's exactly on his mind. He'll say some pretty crude stuff as well like labeling all gay people as autistic, or will make smart remarks "I'm autistic and I don't even think I've said anything that stupid." He is currently seeking help which has been helping a lot I think.

Also I'm sorry about your kitty-kats. ;w;

- - - Post Merge - - -

Ehh, I had a few crushes here and there, but I was young so I wouldn't really consider it 'love'.

My 'first love' was when I was in 7th grade. He was a new student at my school. I thought he had feelings for me, and knowing myself, I didn't want to get involved with a person who didin't like me back, so I thought, "Hey. He's cute. I'm going to go get him". I started befriending him, and we quickly became good friends. Although he wasn't the brightest person in the world, and his English was a little funny (he's half Greek, and Greek was his first language) he was very kind, and he was very innocent (he didn't, or it seemed like he doesn't know what the 'birds and the bees' were, or any other innuendos, slang, etc. I learned a few things about him, as well as he learned things about me. He was actually a year younger than me, and was supposed to be in 6th grade, the grade level below me. His father was in the Coast Guard, and he and his family moved around a lot. Everyday, I would worry that he would move to Texas (His family's next moving spot). On the following January, he announced to me that morning that he wasn't going anywhere. I was so happy I was about to cry. We were still friends, and I thought everything was good. Flash forward to a few months later. A lot of my peers made fun of me for having a crush on him. (This is because he was way shorter than me at the time, was considered 'innocent', and showed no interest me in a romantic way) Basically, the whole class except for him knew about my feelings. They kept telling me that he was going to reject me. And they were right. One day, he was confronted by some of my friends, as well as the main person who made fun of me for my feelings, and they came up to him and asked him about love. He says that he never had feelings for anyone. Broken, I started to question him, and he claimed that he NEVER knew that I had feelings for him, no matter how many good things I'd do for him. He kept apologizing to me, and he said that 'he wanted to save his whole heart for the woman he would love eventually'. I was upset for many days. I started to avoid him afterwards, and he acted like everything was fine. You know what? I regretted ever having feelings for him. I should of never told him all those things about me. He was right for saving his heart for the right moment. That taught me a lesson to save guys at the right moment, and pay attention in school. Ever since, my grades and focus has been improving. Now, I just have my cat, and play ACNL all day.
Hope you enjoyed my long, cringey story.

I wouldn't really consider that cringey, it's just apart of growing up. A lot of things are one sided to be honest, especially in grade school where kids are still trying to figure a lot of that stuff out. At least you have a cat now! Cats and Animal Crossing is pretty awesome!! ;o;