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basically we had to apply a song to something from our psychology book. i choose a module that was on drugs cause it talks alot about drug addiction which to me is exactly what the song was about...? atleast thats what it sounded like to me lmao. so we just write what song we choose, what its about how it applies etc like 1-2 paragraphs? and he shows our interpretation / explanation in a word document on the projector, but it's completly anonymous so no one knows who wrote it, and he plays the song too that way theyre like reading my interpretation of the song relating to psychology + hearing the song ya know.
dude the class was just silent .... a lot of ppl didn't show up so mayb that's why but i felt awkward like everyone was just like ..... when it was done lmfaoo

oh god he is playing it i’m like turning red lmao

yeah i used the song for my psychology music extra credit today’s the last day and like i corrected what he told me too literally at 2am last night fjguhgkk so idk if he’ll be able to play the song in class like he usually does. then again i’m stuck between wanting him too and him not ? cause i’ll feel awkward esp cause my interpretation of the song will be up on the projector ITS ANONYMOUS though so no one knows who wrote it but like I KNOW and it makes me insecure lmao

bllUUGHGHH sorry for another VM hahah, i know it's the weekend & ur doing things so don't worry about like a slow response c: i'm just asking now incase i forget later,
so w/ photoshop how did you download it exactly? and should I NOT have adobe creative cloud downloaded. you can PM this to me if you want to

i just started listening to her and omg so good ;-;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8mgjqIxdQQM

edit: i also found this earlier (& omg... it's live and just?? her voice is amazin tf. i didn't realize it was live at first cause the video is soo nice)
it was filmed in a paris park! so mayb it might look familiar to you? idk haha but i was looking thru their YT channel and i really want to speak french ;/ but i want to finish learning german first, so like spring next year I could start. and you will be my second professor ;-)

aww thanks hun <3 u are too sweet to me c;

lmao i love how i edited but u get on right as i do it ;-; & saw it anyway.
one of the issues ik is my medication was cut in half :c (zoloft) it like helps literally all offff my issues (anger, depression & anxiety) so i've been getting overwhelmed very easily lately & then i just go off the deep end.
like a couple days ago i threw my candle cap (it was glass) at the bottom of my apartment steps kslfjksd to release anger. but then i felt rlly bad 10 mins later so i went and swept it up. oops

~edit: nvm i am calm~

Hey there! I just sent you a request form for a town Card! Thanks so much! I paid 19 bells, which I hope is okay? I got the 35 bell order, but I’m a new member so it’s 50%? Anyway your town cards are amazing. Thanks again!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiq1lturAao&t=122s

i mean what a badass fokin intro bahahah i wanted to say LETS GET SOM POPCORN UP IN THIS BIH

not to be rood but i mean the movies diff from a lot of other movies, i wanna say it requires more thinking but I mean I still think it's pretty straight-forward.
i'm just thinking to myself "hun... I don't think you had the brain cells to begin with"
i don't even hate her she just annoyed me yesterday skdjgfklsdjl i actually have a little crush on her cause she always looks 'lazy' as in sweatpants & sweaters but so cute looking and i love her voice. but she also made fun of the animation they added in and said it was "weird and made no sense" like that was my fave thing about the movie.... ;____;

Yah i'm gonna try to starttt on my studying ;-; i just hate it lolol

Yesterday in German class all we did was watch a movie which is cool. the girls the sit around me didn't seem to rlly like it?? and the one in front of me even said "i think i lost brain cells watching that" which kinda pissed me off lmao cause i enjoyed it a lot, like i literally think im gonna purchase it off amazon nd i'm watching it LEGALLY online rn. it's called "Lola Rennt' or in english "Run Lola Run"

yeah i’m okay now thank you love <3 c:
though i think i did bad on my statistics quiz yesterday but w.e there’s nothing i can do to change thst so i’m trying to not get upset abt things like that nd just think ok well what can i do to improve my grade in the future ya knOw

but anyway a cute pic

https://imgur.com/a/RtBjO

oo yes c; danke for purchasing

dude i think i’m having a crisis? a life crisis? no joke though I actually feel completly crazy lately always mad + sad + no motivation + cant even study for easy classes +
grades are dropping

http://www.belltreeforums.com/showthread.php?417612-Collectible-Sales-Data-somewhat-updated

here's the sales sheet thing tho,
i hate the way they did it.... so ugly and i can't understand sdgjskldl
but I see hillaruhsaur selling her ice-cream swirl for 450 so that's what i'm going w/ on the average price

fank u! sorry i sounded like a lunatic sdjfslfjksd my medication (zoloft) also helps w/ anger and my dose just cut in half!!!! because that's all my old psych could legally give me and i have to wait for my new one to fix it but yeah. little things make me go mad latley ;-;
i faarrr exceeded the time needed like i legit think i did 30 minutes lmfao and 10 minutes would of given me 5 points in that area. the only thing im like ehhh about is she kept asking questions!!! like i couldn't understand what she was asking :-( i had a thing layed out for questions I could ask but like if I was silent for 10 seconds she started blabbing on ad asking me stuff. and i couldn't just ignore her and be like .... anyway .. whats your favorite food? bahaha so that might make my "understanding and responding to the person" points turn to crap
but im good now all is good im chill

lol so i went to my psych appointment just now and when i was driving back home I missed my exit which added on 30 minutes of extra time which since i have my german thing in like less than 40 mins now it pissed me off and idk whats happening but im super angry at everything ?? a break down??? crisis???? panic attack???? no idea but if some AT&T guy comes to my door again today he will be my first victim

i love no shoe & socks !! lmao
no shoes but socks is really cute too though
here’s a screen grab of my outfit, it looks adorb with the background

https://imgur.com/gallery/RtwPC

also omg dude check out the museum thread and look for scattys thread i think it’s callled (request pls) i’m on my phone so idr but they’re so goooood and taking requests 4 free for practice c: they drew my OC maple which i’m happy about you’ll see in the thread if ya look

honeslty im imagining my convo going like this though:

her: how are you
me: my favorite color is black

her: so what are you studying?
me: I love my fat cat

hHAHAHAHAaha