I completely understand, I tried to get blue roses for at least 3 maybe 4 months before I finally said screw it I'm buying them! That is completely fine, don't worry and I will happily pay for the rest when you have them, do not stress over getting my order done as fast as you can I can wait as long as you need. :3 I will be a little bit so in about an hour could I come over and get them?