Just want to say I feel you. I mean, my summer hasn't been BAD but very crummy. For starters I've done nothing but being tired and bored af. What's worse though I feel I'm back to where I felt before. 2019 started off pretty good because for once I felt okay but all of a sudden I felt crummy again. My self-esteem has been really low. I've been feeling anxious and on edge. Been angry at everything. I've had little energy and don't want anything to do with anything or anyone. Some of my mutuals keep wondering why I'm not talking to them, well I don't want them to think I've been blowing them off but I just don't have the energy to talk to anyone, or do anything else for that matter. >_>
Sorry about the vent... ANYWAYS I think it's great you are moving forward and going for something new. I really hope for the best for you~