I mean I literally don't have anything better to do, lol. I do have a job technically, but I've been home for months due to mental instability. I keep wanting to get back to it but then I'm told I'm not ready yet, and some self-evaluating makes me realize that they're right.
I'm also set to be tested for schizophrenia soon, so playing video games takes my mind off of these things. I already feel like I'm crazy enough as it is.