it's bc his friend wanted to tell him that i liked him
so he did. he (my crush) always changes his mind. he'll say no, then yes, then no. very confusing ugh.
aw I wish I could be with my grandma ):
she's recovering from surgery and won't be better until may; she called me yesterday and said "i miss you! i will go to see you as soon as I feel better." and I wanted to start crying because she loves me so much