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  • i actually sound like a teenage boy it sucks so much
    my friends have girly voices while i have the man voice
    and i look exactly like my dad which makes it worse. if i looked like my mom i'd be way prettier. i don't know why my brothers got to look like her and i didn't. i am the girl here
    i honestly look like a guy because of my dad.
    pretty sure it's not
    most girls in my grade weigh 75-80 lbs and it's just ugh
    i don't like myself.
    i honestly haven't checked in a while but pretty sure 100+ ugh i hate myself
    i can't believe that. i want to be like the other girls. i want to be skinny and be worth it.
    it's just everytime i like a guy they get mad when me/my friend tells them. it just lowers my confidence even more and i start feeling worthless
    it matters a lot. if you're not popular you'll just be stuck with no one. unless you're lucky and someone wants to be your friend. like this girl pretended to be my friend and when i signed my name on a paper, she took it and wrote "go to hell" on it. i felt like crying but i needed to hold in my tears or else i would be considered a stupid crybaby.
    i would rather have more friends. im 4'11".

    but everyone would not like me and my current friends probably wouldn't like me anymore.
    but he's cute and there's no other kids that'll like me. i honestly thought he was going to be the sweet type of boy, because he's short and i just want to hug him. but i guess not, since he prefers looks over personality. everyone cares more about looks than personality. i honestly feel bad for the people who have no friends because they're not "cool". i just want to talk to them but then ill be considered bad. it sounds pretty selfish of me but i really don't my self esteem lower than it already is.
    well my friend knows my crush since he's on her basketball team.. i asked her to tell him about me. then she ended up asking him out for me but he said
    "If she's pretty, yes. If she's ugly, no." i personally think im very ugly compared to everyone else so he'll say no. obviously.
    apparently at my school if you don't wear makeup, don't have leggings, and aren't thin, you're considered a weirdo and nobody will like you. im just lucky i have friends.
    also i feel like ill never have a chance to talk to my crush. im so stupid to like someone that's in none of my classes. i just have lunch with him. but he's so cute i don't know what ill do if he didn't like me

    but like i don't feel pretty compared to the other girls in school, because im not slim like they are. my friends try to make me feel better but i just can't.
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