I still can’t believe that you’re gone... My Loni... My Leilani— Lon, Lani, Loni, Lei, Leilani... I miss you so much, angel. I really hope I get to see you in the afterlife. I’ve spent most of the day crying; I just... still can’t believe it. We were supposed to meet after I graduated high school... I miss you so much, I love you so damn much. I never thought you’d leave me this soon, Lon. You’ll always be my Lani, my Lei, my Leilani, my Loni, my LonLon-BonBon, my Lon, my dearest angel... You’ve helped me so much, and I wish I could have helped you like you helped me. I never did get to say goodbye. You were one of the best girlfriends I’ve ever had. You were so humorous and silly and beautiful...
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