thank you, you're so sweet, but this is my art from before 2011, now I don't have the patience I had back then, and I'm a very slow artist who can only draw on a certain mood that's why it could take over 2 weeks for me to make a simple drawing. plus I use ancient programs like mspaint and paint shop pro lol! I'm not that good at photoshop or using a drawing tablet...
but there's something I noticed about myself that you might consider, to me art is something I look at as a hobby so it's something I do when I want to do it and I can't draw when I feel "forced" that's why I sucked when I was demanded to do art and I can't take art lessons because of that. it has to be something that comes from the heart and something you have passion for and you have to actually enjoy doing it.
you can't force it into yourself