tokkio

CAUSE I ACTUALLY LIKED SOMETHING I PAINTED FOR ONCE LOL

sobbu

LOL i deleted from imgur xDD

'u'

he has a body oh my LOL

I finished him O:

mine was a refurbished one from amazon that was like $65-$69 range lol my parents bought it after the one i bought myself broke on accident

;u;
it's funny to think his hair started like this...[x]
and I played around with my brushes and one just happened to do start lookin rlly good when I colored.

PRACTICE, LOOK AT TUTORIALS, LEARN ;u;

CRIES ;u;

i tried rlly hard also i realized how good one of the default brushes in sai is good for hair i cried long time over the hair LOL

Aww, I honestly never went to visit colleges or anything. I just went to the one that offered me the most in scholarships LOL.

It probably won't, I'm just paranoid xD

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still not close to being done but hahha @u@
I know the part of the coat collar isn't like that but I dunno, it looked better to me than just plain lines LOL

Aww, what about college is stressing you out DDD: ???

I feel a little sad. I barely got sleep yesterday so I went to sleep early and I messaged my friend so they'd know I went to bed...but I don't thing they saw it cause they messaged me an hour later they went to sleep feeling crappy :c
so now im a lil worried they thought I wasn't talking to them x'D

Oh, I'm working on a painting of Oliver, wanna see????!! this one, i'm actually kinda rlly proud of sob

Tokkioooo, how are you 'u'?

well, I deleted them and blocked them. I said everything I ever wanted to say. They're gone. I'm not gonna be treated like someone who will only be talked to when it's convenient.

BUT I guess "giving something time" to him means text them every other day asking them out on dates.What really put me off is that he wouldn't even talk or look at me during school. I recently met up with him and told him I'm not interested, he was actually pretty chill about it.

In Grade 10 Science during a frog dissection, I made a joke about giving the frog a really crappy name. He said "Wow, you would suck at naming OUR children" I didn't know what to say and not in a good way. Then this year in Grade 11, he randomly texts me out of the blue asking me out on a date and if I liked him romantically. Of course because I'm a pushover, I agree to the date but tell him I'm not sure how I feel about him. I mean, I never thought of him in a romantic way. Because of that, I went into the date with a open mind and have him a chance. We went to see a movie and after listening to him talk about nothing but pokemon and how he wanted to spend the summer with me we left the theater. The moment we set out of the theater, he asked me to be his girlfriend and totally put me on the spot. I don't even know this guy's favorite color. Luckly he said he would give me time to think about.

Here's the story:
We'll call the guy who likes me "C"
Basically C and I met in 9th grade. He's short, kind of overweight and a Justin Bieber type of hair cut. One day in class, I noticed he had a Pokemon background on his laptop. I made a simple comment saying that I liked his background and asked if he played any of the games. I was bombarded with questions related to ANYTHING pokemon related! He then started asking me EVERYDAY to play pokemon at lunch with him. I didn't think much of it tbh, I just thought he was a loner who wanted a friend. We met and played some games a couple of times but then things started getting weird. He would constantly stare at me. One time he saw me at my part time job, he just stood next me and stared. Then walked away.

and now
after thinking it all over, i realized, it's just a sugar coated "you don't really matter and i'll answer when it's super convenient for me cause you drain me"
I feel like there is a war going on inside me.

NOOOOO!!!!!! Finish it!!! It's so good!!!! I'm so glad I didn't spoil anything for you ; v; I was so close to saying something that would have ruined the entire series for you since I thought you've watched it hahahaha XD

mk so we're still friends. I got a long explanation of why they've been acting as they have. I'm okay and accept it, I just wish they woulda told me sooner.

they're still typing