It is what I've been struggling with for most of my life actually. I have mostly been self taught, and I'm also a pretty insecure person.
There are tons of painters that I really really admire. I perfectly know what kind of art I love and want to create. Problem is whenever I try to paint something, I always feel disappointed with them. I'm my worst critic and I can always find hundreds of flaws in my work, be it textures, colours, depth of field, composition, etc. I ended up comparing myself with ones I admired, and just felt ashamed and sad.
It has gotten worse in the past few years, to the point I'm afraid of drawing. I'm scared of failing again and set myself up for embarrassment. I still really want to create ideas I have in my mind, however insecurity lurks deep inside me, and I believe it shows in my recent works. I'm still struggling with it the moment I type this.
For now I'm trying to accept myself and my current puny skill, relit my passion, and improve myself from there. Thank you for the quote! It certainly is very encouraging.
A painter I really admire said something very inspiring in his book, and I try to live by that word. Here is what he said, I think it'll help any aspiring artist
There are tons of painters that I really really admire. I perfectly know what kind of art I love and want to create. Problem is whenever I try to paint something, I always feel disappointed with them. I'm my worst critic and I can always find hundreds of flaws in my work, be it textures, colours, depth of field, composition, etc. I ended up comparing myself with ones I admired, and just felt ashamed and sad.
It has gotten worse in the past few years, to the point I'm afraid of drawing. I'm scared of failing again and set myself up for embarrassment. I still really want to create ideas I have in my mind, however insecurity lurks deep inside me, and I believe it shows in my recent works. I'm still struggling with it the moment I type this.
For now I'm trying to accept myself and my current puny skill, relit my passion, and improve myself from there. Thank you for the quote! It certainly is very encouraging.
A painter I really admire said something very inspiring in his book, and I try to live by that word. Here is what he said, I think it'll help any aspiring artist

