I do not cry very easily, but I don't try to not cry. I am not very in touch with my emotions. My girlfriend has somehow never seen me cry, which came as a surprise to me when she told me. I realized when she told me that that I haven't cried in public in a very long time.
I used to be able to not cry and brush it off when something hurt my feelings or when I got yelled at for something but now everything can get to me I?ve probably cried more in the last year than the previous 18 of my life combined. I guess that?s what comes after a bunch of emotional abuse in such a short amount of time ._.