Xerolin
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i just need to vent okay don't mind me
i guess im looking for a little bit of advice?
OKAYOKAY
lets start with wednesday
so I had a normal day at school, i guess, with a tardy in the morning. the day before i scratched my arm and leg really bad as self harm. so i come home and do my usual stuff. dad gets home and hes like "whats that" at the scratch on my leg. i tried to lie but i ended up pretty much telling him it was self harm. i did it like last january and he found out back then. he said i'd get couselling if i did it again. fast forward to wednesday while hes talking to me about it, he says sooo much ****. key notes: im getting counselling soon, if i self harm again hes taking away my pets, he took away my stuff (including art supplies oml), and he doesnt understand jack **** about the concept other than its stupid.
THURSDAY
second period in school im called down to the office. i got my FIRST ever refferal because i had 4 tardies. got after school detention today. that was all that day i guess?
TODAY
tardy again this morning. called down to the office. got another referral and 2 more detentions on monday and tuesday. 4th period people usually goof around and so do i. we were doing a silent thing but people still did stuff, so did i. the teacher called me out bc of something and yeah.
i think i got some of the days mixed up but yeah
tl;dr dad found out about my self harm, getting counselling, got 2 referalls, got 3 detentions, got stuff taken away
I'm just typing this on my wii u rn lmao
i guess im looking for a little bit of advice?
OKAYOKAY
lets start with wednesday
so I had a normal day at school, i guess, with a tardy in the morning. the day before i scratched my arm and leg really bad as self harm. so i come home and do my usual stuff. dad gets home and hes like "whats that" at the scratch on my leg. i tried to lie but i ended up pretty much telling him it was self harm. i did it like last january and he found out back then. he said i'd get couselling if i did it again. fast forward to wednesday while hes talking to me about it, he says sooo much ****. key notes: im getting counselling soon, if i self harm again hes taking away my pets, he took away my stuff (including art supplies oml), and he doesnt understand jack **** about the concept other than its stupid.
THURSDAY
second period in school im called down to the office. i got my FIRST ever refferal because i had 4 tardies. got after school detention today. that was all that day i guess?
TODAY
tardy again this morning. called down to the office. got another referral and 2 more detentions on monday and tuesday. 4th period people usually goof around and so do i. we were doing a silent thing but people still did stuff, so did i. the teacher called me out bc of something and yeah.
i think i got some of the days mixed up but yeah
tl;dr dad found out about my self harm, getting counselling, got 2 referalls, got 3 detentions, got stuff taken away
I'm just typing this on my wii u rn lmao