I run upto the aki and do the double phase on him, "hey calm down, I know it's stressful and you feel guilty about being alive but trust me I know that feeling, the virus killed me for heavens sake and yet I live on, while billions don't, it's not fair on them. It's a heavy burden to carry. I know you miss your family but so do we, we are going through the exact same thing, we all understand" I say calmly but the bored expression in my eyes isn't there
"I'm sorry" I say, "I don't understand, I don't even remember anyone, I don't even know who I lost, I can't help you get over them because I don't know how to" my calm expression does not fade
I calm down. "I was hitting my break pointt...I'm sorry if any harm has been done. I just need alone time." (I'm for some reason listening to sad fairytaail music XD )