you haven't changed it because you enjoy pain and like bathing in your sins, or people already know you by your name. interchangeable. it could also be part of a bet, maybe, or a younger sibling made you get it?
craziest origin: buckle up your seatbelt boys and girls because in not even one short page, I'm going to teach you something that I only learned three seconds ago. So sit down, shut up and enjoy the experience of my 12 pm hotdog induced self hatred fueled writing extravaganza. basically, in your last trip to the deep aztec mountains, you decided you would stray away from the group and get some ice cream from the nearby ice cream shop bc why not. but the owner warned you it was very cold, but you were like lol xD no so he shrugged and gave it to you. you decided to be super edgy and dive in teeth first into the ice cream because why not amirite (no never eat ice-cream teeth first or i don't trust you). anyways, you bit in teeth first and you discovered a whole new level of pain. you were in so much pain that you could barely mumble out any words, and your madre came over and said "o chit waddup" and you could barely mumble out the words so she heard there are alternate routes oo
1. "pain.. chri" when you really said pain, i cry.
2. "pain.. chri" when you really said pain, jesus christ.
3. "pain.. chri" when you really said pancreas because you are really worried on how your body will produce the correct chemicals in the proper quantities, at the right times, to digest the ice-cream. the s was left out because you hurt.
and then your mom said "lol u wild" and the owner came and gave you your receipt which was 5.89, heavily overpriced imo, so you got super angry at your pain and not being able to pay the correct price for your stupid ice-cream that your burning hatred for the man empowered you to keep your username the same. the end.