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Does anyone else feel like they’re living a double life because they’re not “out” in person? Online is my safe space.
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Yup. I’m still closeted to one of my moms and my grandparents about my gender and the only place I’m really open about it is online. People on the street often assume I’m gay because of the way I walk, but I never tell anyone I’m pansexual or genderfluid. Even in a supposedly tolerant city like where I live I’ve been harassed for wearing a dress. When I first came out online on a Pokémon forum a classmate found it and spread it around the school. A girl actually sat across from me once and said I was lying. As a result I always dress androgynously and keep my identities to myself irl. It makes me feel dishonest even though it’s just for self protection.
 
i've been waking up at 5:30 AM for the past few nights and it's not a vibe

also imagine if the racnoss (from doctor who) are actually at the centre of the earth
 
Sometimes I wonder what human flesh tastes like. I am not going to actually try to eat a person but I just wonder about the taste.
 
^interesting.

also idk if my mom is stupid or just greedy at this point, she refuses to acknowledge our vacuum cleaner is dead broke and think she can fix is just that when we tried everything. It'd just be cheaper, and quicker since we need one right now, to buy a fresh new one. It lasted for 8 years that ain't exactly bad. And yes it can break just like that smfh.
 
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The other day my teacher complimented my Zelda sweater, and one of my classmates went up to us and asked "is that a sports team?" Honestly I don't know how I feel about that 😭
 
Honestly feeling kinda anxious. It has been cold today which is probably part of it. I put sweaters on my short haired pups but one of them wiggled out of it. They've been bundled in a blanket most of the day, but now they are perched on the back of the couch looking out the windows.
Also, we are having fish tacos for dinner even though we don't have many toppings for that. I got the baja sauce and cheese though. I can't remember what's in them anyway beyond shredded cabbage which we are missing.
Yesterday I learned another solo card game. I actually have a few solo games written in a notebook for myself. This one is called Napoleon's Tomb.
I was pleasantly surprised today when I noticed there is a Halloween tbt fair thing happening now. I didn't expect one since the big summer one ended recently.
 
does anyone else read "dead tree wraiths" and immediately think of the wraith from the Halo games? or is it just me?
 
So I tried using Google Translate to know how to pronounce certain foreign names. (Probably not the best source now that I think about it, haha). I got the Japanese ones down pat, but as soon as I moved onto Spanish names I just confused myself trying to figure out how to pronounce Lucía. ; ; (I know how to pronounce it generally, but it might actually be "LOO-see-uh" instead of "loo-SEE-uh" like how I say it.)
 
Everywhere I browse on the internet there are ads for anime streaming sites I already use and an extremely inappropriate gacha browser game. It doesn't even matter which device I use. I get the same ads on my phone too. I guess Google has found an ad pattern to stick with.
 
I copy-pasted the lyrics for Master of Puppets (by Metallica) for the "post lyrics to a song that's on your mind" thread, and as I was reading my post I saw an F-bomb, so I edited it to censor it. Then I listened to the song again and there weren't any F-bombs... Interesting. I mean, I can understand that transcribing song lyrics may not be 100% easy or accurate, but how you do mistake the word 'killing' for profanity?
 
If I remember correctly, the only song on Master Of Puppets that has some profanity in it is the very last one, "Damage, Inc." (particularly these lines: "Slamming through, don’t **** with razorback" and "**** it all and ******* no regrets").
 
One year later and I still find it dumb that my city separates Halloween into two different dates. Why?! This city is so small, it doesn’t need to do that.
 
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