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After another bad incident I caused I think I should just give up dating for a good while. I am not mentally stable and need a ton of therapy. Every time I open myself romantically I just develop an unhealthy obsession that ultimately blows up once my fear of abandonment kicks in. For now I just need to stay in touch with my friends and try to develop more real friendships that will help with my loneliness.
 
Hospital rooms are surprisingly loud. I wonder how and if people are able to sleep. Especially when they have to share a room.

I’m fine, just visiting a relative.
 
Apparently there exist two other Queen Elizabeth II Ty beanie baby bears around, bit expensive but I guess I could save up and scavenge the internet... ho hum. Glad I'm not mad about the Diana one cause it goes for ridiculous amounts of quid, man.
 
Glad I'm not mad about the Diana one cause it goes for ridiculous amounts of quid, man.
I suppose if you were gonna try to buy it brand new, or possibly off of someone who is still on the 20-year-old crazy of selling beanie babies for outrageous prices, it might be kinda pricey. but tbh I've seen them a lot at thrift stores (I'm sure it's different where you are, but they really aren't that rare so people who are selling them for ridiculous prices are scammers). I actually have one myself, but it doesn't have the hang tag and I would like to get one with a hang tag soon.



as much as I loathe the job application process I really do want this job and I really hope it works out for me. I've applied to so many jobs in the past who either just totally passed me over or said "oh yeah were gonna explore other candidates sorry". honestly if I ended up getting turned down for this position it would shatter me. I'm gonna try to not let it get to that point if that's the case, but I've been hunting for a new library job for a year and a half and this is literally the first thing that's popped up nearby that I can handle doing. I desperately want this to work out. I don't want to wait another year and have to continue working somewhere where I don't feel accepted or respected, not to mention a job where working for 2 hours drains me bc I'm on my feet nonstop and I can't take a break more than like 3 min bc that would be "a waste of company time."

ig that turned into a rant. I'm just so nervous about this whole thing. I want it to work out, I want to be able to look forward to going to work and actually love my job.
 
Hospital rooms are surprisingly loud. I wonder how and if people are able to sleep. Especially when they have to share a room.

I’m fine, just visiting a relative.
I once had to spend five days in the ICU at a hospital. It sucked so bad and I remember it being hard to do anything, especially since you can’t have your phone
in there.
 
lmao I was looking up examples covers letters for library assistant positions and this cover letter opens with "Once upon a time, my mother thought she lost me in the library" like damn okay that's one way to open a cover letter
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Apparently there exist two other Queen Elizabeth II Ty beanie baby bears around, bit expensive but I guess I could save up and scavenge the internet... ho hum. Glad I'm not mad about the Diana one cause it goes for ridiculous amounts of quid, man.
I actually have one of the Diana ones! o: I'm like peripherally aware of how expensive Beanie Babies are but I guess since I was a kid when I got mine I just don't really think of them that way.
 
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I'll come up with a diff random thought ig
Why does my dog sleep all the time? What is so exciting about that. Why doesn't she play a lot more? I know she's getting older but she must get bored especially when our family has to leave for 8 hours for things like work and errands etc. she must probably break out of the house and look for other animal friends while I am gone 😆
 
Also yeah about Ty beanie baby bears I just want them.. like as is I don't care too much about tag or packaging as long as it is the one I want and they aren't dirty/broke etc.
 
Edited bc I don't care for it
I'll come up with a diff random thought ig
Why does my dog sleep all the time? What is so exciting about that. Why doesn't she play a lot more? I know she's getting older but she must get bored especially when our family has to leave for 8 hours for things like work and errands etc. she must probably break out of the house and look for other animal friends while I am gone 😆
it's okay my dog will be 3 years old on the 25th and despite being a sporting dog his favorite activity is snoozing on my floor like a sleeping horse lol 😭🐴


I just came here to say I love that song that's like "I know Victoria's secret, she's a old man from Ohio making money off of girls like me" like yeah apply cool water to burned area 😂💀
 
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