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"who gives a damn?" I say waiting for the side effects. I can hear voices in my head yelling, oh dear. we all know what happened last time she was in this mood
 
I suddenly feel a rush of coolness sweep over me, and I notice that's it's raining in my room. The rain gradually gets more torrential...
 
The effects start to take affect and im thrown into this insanely colourful world. The best thing is that for the first time in years i feel a rush of an old emotion. "happiness" I whisper
 
I walk back along the hallway, heading for Rae's room to talk now that Jane sorted out the problem, but get distracted when I pass another room with a bunch of people in it, including Jane. "Whatcha doing?"
 
The rain gets stronger and stronger, until I feel crushed under the pressure. I sink to the floor and my eyes begin to water. I look up, and through the downpour, I see my mother standing in the doorway. It begins to thunder.

She gives me a cold, distant look. "You have failed," she says, and those three words fill me with weakness and despair. I hang my head in sadness. I have disappointed her by being mentally weak. I could never be as strong as she hoped for me to be.

When I lift my head once more, I am in a bleak, misty forest. There is nothing but silence. The birds will not sing for me. The flowers will not blossom when I come near. I am alone.

Desperately, I begin to dig, dig into the floor so I can escape from this hell I'm living. I start to cry even more, and I lose the will to banish the pain and woe from my mind. The quiet overpowers me once more.

Silence. A torturous word. A cruel absence of love and happiness, the thing that haunts me more than anything else in the world.

I want to die.
 
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Satoshi shrugs, tossing the pill into the air and swallowing it. His eyes go bloodshot and he stands perfectly still.
 
I hear a voice call to me from the sky above. The words clash in my mind, so I don't understand them. I continue sobbing, unable to feel anything but pain and regret.
 
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"no, im-im actually good for once. This is amazing" I sit down and enjoy the colours, the sensation and enjoy being alive
 
After a while, Satoshi sprints around the room, kicking off the walls and ceiling like a ninja, screaming. In his mind, he's chasing someone, peeling their skin off.
 
I die.

Jk :p

I slowly rise to my feet and attempt to find my way back to reality. I stumble and fall, as my mind is unstable.
 
The sensation passes as quickly as it came and im dumped back into reality, "nah, its faded of now" I put on my fake smile and walk towards Ava
 
Satoshi wakes up in a room full of tongues and eyes, staring and unblinking. The tongues were wet and sloppy. For some reason, Satoshi had an attraction to eyes and tongues... He giggled, crushing the eyes under his feet, his bare feet blood covered in his imagination. In reality, he was still running around like a ninja screaming.
 
After a few minutes, I feel almost normal again. I solemnly sit on the bed and think about what I saw under the effects of the pills.
 
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