Sanaki
moon child
Witt Lowry - Wonder If You Wonder
This song hits me hard because I have a hole in my chest, so much regret inside of me from treating a guy the way I did. I heard this back in September but even though I'm pretty much moved on, the words still hurt. It goes to show you can move on, but the memories, and memories of that pain, stay with you forever if you really care about that person and regret your mistakes. Unfortunately, many of us learn once it's too late, or once it's long gone.. and that's just the way things are. Quite a few lines really speak to my heart, and I never really liked rap before I heard him.
"You're never looking behind
I know you never found me crossing your mind
But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine
From time to time I see some of your pictures online"
..
"But I'm nothing more than nothing, you're bluffing saying you care
Our only real connection is memories that we share
I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn't fair
Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear"
..
"I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it
Can't tell you that in person, but always could through my music
Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused
I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty and stupid"
"And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me
To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me"
"And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out
You're over me now, I'm hoping you found only the best"
"We're in a world full of people, yet I'm feeling so lonely
If only I could tell myself there's plenty fish in the sea"
"And as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe
I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could... be"
This song hits me hard because I have a hole in my chest, so much regret inside of me from treating a guy the way I did. I heard this back in September but even though I'm pretty much moved on, the words still hurt. It goes to show you can move on, but the memories, and memories of that pain, stay with you forever if you really care about that person and regret your mistakes. Unfortunately, many of us learn once it's too late, or once it's long gone.. and that's just the way things are. Quite a few lines really speak to my heart, and I never really liked rap before I heard him.
"You're never looking behind
I know you never found me crossing your mind
But I'd be lying if you didn't cross mine
From time to time I see some of your pictures online"
..
"But I'm nothing more than nothing, you're bluffing saying you care
Our only real connection is memories that we share
I would never try to blame you, cause blaming you isn't fair
Not that you care, the stress is really starting to wear"
..
"I loved you more than words, I didn't know how to prove it
Can't tell you that in person, but always could through my music
Everyone who said they cared isn't there, now I'm confused
I'm broken and bruised, lonely, open, empty and stupid"
"And I can't lie, it hurt a little when you said you didn't want me
To know I never tried is what continues to haunt me"
"And I can't help but laugh at how this all played out
You're over me now, I'm hoping you found only the best"
"We're in a world full of people, yet I'm feeling so lonely
If only I could tell myself there's plenty fish in the sea"
"And as I find myself drowning while I'm fighting to breathe
I realize that I'm in love with what I thought we could... be"
