i regret ****ing up my sleeping schedule by sleeping at 5am and waking up at 6pm
I relate to the sleep thing. For almost a year now, I've been staying up til 6am and I won't wake up until 5pm or later. It's impossible for me to fall asleep early and wake up in the morning
I have like two blankets over my windows in my room to block out all light and sound because I can't use earplugs because then my heartbeats and blood rushing keeps me up, and eye covers are really uncomfortable. But I totally understand the birds, sometimes I'll want my windows open behind the blanket so I can hear the rain but once the birds start I really want to just shoot them all... And I totally also regret my life from that same time, probably through 17 though... terrible.That is way too late. I sleep at 6 AM but at least I wake up by 3. I hate going to sleep when the sun goes up though because then the ****ing birds outside make noise all morning. I'm dreading spring.
I regret my life from ages 11-15.
You don't go to school?
I regret introducing myself in front of the whole class in my first day of High School with the weeaboo-est start: "Ohayou gozaimasu minna! Watashi wa..."