M y r o o m m a t e s a r e s o d i s g u s t i n g w t a f
Like seriously they moved out of their rooms and left trash all over their floors and left trash n stuff in the bathroom for me to pick up... like jfc dude have some common decency would ya.
Though on the bright side, they're finally moved out, so now I get the whole suite to myself for the next day and a half
this nurse ive had to see because im switching doctors is ..... so annoying. like, she's alright in most ways but she has gotten so hung up on my self harm that it is getting extremely annoying. even after i told her about all the therapy and things ive tried, that im not motivated to stop and that it doesn't work like she seems to think it does she keeps bothering me about it. she wants to call me on friday which is a red day (but apparently she's working?) to Talk About It More and i'm just............ so done.
i should tell her that she's not helping but it feels like she would think i'm not motivated enough (which is true but that's not the point) and not realize that her methods aren't helpful. she said something along the lines of "im not a therapist and i dont really know about treatments for this but i want to help you the best i can " like???? you just said it yourself, you don't know what you're doing!! so stop!!!!! it's really simple but she still thinks she can tell me to "just try to not do it" and it will help.
yik?s anyway i hope my psychiatric care situation gets better soon because it's been absolutely terrible since my last actual psychologist quit in october and it's tiring and not that much fun to deal w the Pain and Burden of Being Alive
So it is the week before finals and I'm studying for one of my finals which was moved to this week. I'm sitting in the cafeteria with my nose buried in my book, head phones on and I'm pretty sure I've been reading the exact same paragraph for the past 15 minutes. And then it happens. I hear a ear piercing screech come from a bit behind me. So I whip off my head phones and I'm looking around because holy jesus someone screaming like that could mean something bad is happening. But nope, my eyes land on what looks to be a 4 or 5 year old kid screaming bloody murder. I don't see any parental units rushing towards the kid to put a stop to the god awful noise so I start thinking "Okay maybe I had too much coffee on an empty stomach and I'm probably hearing/seeing things." But nope, other people are turning to stare at the kid too. So nope, not the only one and not going crazy.
The kid continues the high pitched screeching for a good 5 minutes and still no sign of anyone putting a stop to it. When it finally settled down, I watched as the kid run up to a woman sitting down and attempt to get the woman's attention. I distinctly hear the kid call the lady "momma". So I'm thinking to myself "WTF Lady?! You let your off spring scream their head off in the cafeteria of a collage campus during finals week? Wtf is wrong with you?!" I noticed that said lady is glued to her phone and the kid was trying to climb onto her lap. And watched as she casually pushes the kid away from her. Kid lands on their ass and again lets out another ear splitting screech. At this point the headache from having too much coffee is kicking into high gear and I'm gathering my stuff to go find a quieter place. When I walked past said lady, she had pulled out a bottle of mountain dew from her bag and hands it to the kid who proceeded to chug the bottle.
Okay, turns out GameStop gave my a faulty/old/bad code this time. I tried UM and friend tried US games and neither worked (we both have PAL region so no weird there). I suspected it might have been S/US exclusive but if that didn't work and I don't see any o/0/Q confusing digits.. wtf
Yeah stuff like this is 1. why I really don't like kids, 2. why I think that kids are overrated (cause if you can't take care of a child you prob shouldn't have one lol), and 3. why I'm really not a people person. That's absolutely horrible, and the problem is that I've seen situations just like this myself. It's sad to see a generation of children being ignored by their parents...