I'm getting angry before even starting my job search after graduating college. Seeing people say it's taken them months or a year of applying before landing a job. Sending out 20-30 applications a week... that doesn't seem feasibly possible in my area. I feel so frustrated because I'm even less of a desirable applicant with my lack of experience and references. All I have are good grades and a couple of awards from my college that mean **** in the workforce. I don't have connections. Thank you social anxiety for that. 5 years for my degree isn't enough? What was I even doing then? I just feel so alone and confused. I don't know what to do anymore.