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love being pushed out of my own family in favor of my brother's girlfriend and then blamed for my own discomfort/anxiety as if they're not the ones actively prioritizing his need to be glued to her side 24/7 over my mental wellbeing 🙄
 
was hoping to get some drawing stuff done this afternoon/evening but I've had a really nasty sinus headache since like 2-3pm. it's now 10pm and it's still not totally gone. so I ended up getting very little done. I'm not mad at myself abt it but I know I have drawings I need to work on and I'm putting myself under a lot of pressure to get them done asap 😅😭
 
One of my favourite coworkers has resigned and I’m literally so devastated 😭 he’s been the one person who I could always go to for help and the one whose always had my back. I’m so happy for him though because he’s been wanting a change for so long, and needs a change.

Also today has just been full on at work and I’m not vibing
 
Rabbit vet talk
My rabbit has an appointment for thursday. Pretty sure it's gonna be his time to pass. He was trying to eat the blended carrot I gave him this morning and his mouth wasn't working for some reason. He gave up trying to eat and now he's just hiding in his box looking sad. I wish I could save him but he doesn't want anymore dental surgeries.
 
Today’s day at work is the complete opposite; it’s so slooow and making it last forever. Gone from one extreme to another.
 
I have a choice moving in with someone and starting a new life… but on the fence given both of our situations. I want to sort out why I’m having pressures all over my scalp and head (which is affecting me getting work, and neurologist suggests I take it easy). And I can’t get an MRI without the money for it, so now I just feel so stuck.
 
i had a very busy day today and i just logged into new leaf to relax but now carmen is moving out. marshal, my best friend and probably the villager who’s been in my town the longest moved out recently and now carmen who was also an old villager is also moving? WHY IS EVERYONE LEAVING?!
 
I know its dumb but I am about to cry about my schoolwork!! Its so much because I LOVE homework but seriously, I dont think its right to be at school ALL DAY and then come home to a 28 page math packet and an 8 page science poster due on Wednesday! FOR MIDDLE SCHOOL EVEN Its too much and sometimes I even spend a little time over the weekend. Its not like so much all the time but I dont think its reasonable personally. Its only ever me and my friends that actually do it since everyone else in class barely does it. The honor classes make everything hard enough for me, I get so tired. Good thing I get the whole next week off or I'll break with all these tests and work! I am proud of myself but GOODNESS BESTIES ALL I WANNA DO WHEN I GET HOME IS PAINT PICTURES, PLAY VIDEO GAMES, PLAY WITH MY PLUSHIES, AND TALK WITH MY FRIENDS ON THE PHONE.
 
Rabbit vet talk
My rabbit has an appointment for thursday. Pretty sure it's gonna be his time to pass. He was trying to eat the blended carrot I gave him this morning and his mouth wasn't working for some reason. He gave up trying to eat and now he's just hiding in his box looking sad. I wish I could save him but he doesn't want anymore dental surgeries.

Ugh. Bunnies are really tough. - My friend's bunny had to be put down last year. He was perfectly fine, and then he wasn't. The vet told us that rabbits actually hide how much pain they are in until right before they are about to pass on. - It's something they do because they are prey animals and they don't want to show any signs of weakness. Her rabbit had some sort of cancerous growth on his liver or stomach or something. We just never knew. He was perfectly normal until he just became unable to move one day (and also became uninterested in eating). She booked an emergency visit the next day, and he was put down that same day. It was the most sudden thing I've ever seen.

Truly wishing you the best.
 
Ugh. Bunnies are really tough. - My friend's bunny had to be put down last year. He was perfectly fine, and then he wasn't. The vet told us that rabbits actually hide how much pain they are in until right before they are about to pass on. - It's something they do because they are prey animals and they don't want to show any signs of weakness. Her rabbit had some sort of cancerous growth on his liver or stomach or something. We just never knew. He was perfectly normal until he just became unable to move one day (and also became uninterested in eating). She booked an emergency visit the next day, and he was put down that same day. It was the most sudden thing I've ever seen.

Truly wishing you the best.
You are definitely right about rabbits, they sure know how to give their owners a run for their money. Hopefully my rabbit can be put down this Thursday before he gets even worse. I'm sure I'll be back with an update for y'all lol
 
My leg from the dog bite is literally so sore 😫 since it's on the back of my thigh it keeps on rubbing against things and aggrevating it even more 😔
 
Can’t sleep, and I have a meeting in 5 hours… it’s like nerves being pinched at the crown of my head…
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You are definitely right about rabbits, they sure know how to give their owners a run for their money. Hopefully my rabbit can be put down this Thursday before he gets even worse. I'm sure I'll be back with an update for y'all lol
So sorry you and your rabbit have to go through this. Whatever happens, wishing the best. Rabbit is blessed to have a caring owner 🙏🏼
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My leg from the dog bite is literally so sore 😫 since it's on the back of my thigh it keeps on rubbing against things and aggrevating it even more 😔
Oh no! Please get well soon ;-;
 
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I have a friend and he made some insensitive comments about transgenders. It’s weird because to my knowledge, someone being gay/not straight doesn’t bother him. I’m unsure how I feel about that,
 
Had to book an emergency dentist appointment. I'm terrified of dentists. Have been since I was forced to get braces against my will 18 years ago. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow (I also have a job interview 2hrs before). 😔
 
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