some things you can't tell your friends no matter how much it bugs you because they'll get offended
What's Bothering You?
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DinosaurDumpster
You're watching Disney Channel
My MP3 Player has been missing for about 2 days and that's my favorite way to listen to music ;-;
Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
Chilled corn soup?
Reginald Fairfield
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Who?
i just had to resign from my (basic cashier) job because 1. i was miserable there 2. my grandma just passed away unexpectedly, literally on my birthday a few days ago, and i have no more hours left at work to use so i can travel to her funeral next week and this all is NOT helping number 3. which is: my mental health is in a really bad state right now and has been for years, and i’ve realized that if i ever want it to improve then i desperately need to focus on me, getting back into therapy, and healing. the only problem is that everyone in my life *cough cough my family* is going to look past the fact that i need to help myself before i can get where i want to be, and instead focus on the fact that i had to quit my job. i have some savings from work but i live in southern california and it’s nowhere near the amount i’d need to move out and start a life away from my mom’s house, even though i’m being pressured to and desperately want to. i understand why i need to move out for my mother’s sake because she’s struggling too, but i simply cant right now. my ideal situation is to start making money being a freelance artist and then eventually expand on it and really make a living out of it. to make things harder though, my depression, anxiety and BPD have all greatly lowered my drive and motivation to do the things i love (especially art, the one thing i really truly used to LIVE for) and these issues have all been completely untreated for a couple years now. i will say that i feel as though i’m finally on the edge of change and tbh doing all the little events and contests for the fair has really helped me get motivated again. i’m actually starting to get excited for my future, but i do also dread it at the same time because i worry about what my family thinks of me. sigh. everything is hard rn but i do see a light at the end of the tunnel finally, and that’s progress. i just so badly want everything to be okay, for me and everyone i care about.
Hey, I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but just now that you're incredibly strong and I firmly believe you'll get through all of this. My condolences for your loss, especially since it was on a birthday that you should've treasured. <3
Acknowledging that you need help is a big step and very important. I know family's perceptions and judgment calls can be very frustrating to handle on top of mental health setbacks and other added stressors. However, there are many people on-site and IRL that are rooting for you. Taking care of yourself and your needs must prevail. I hope you get the help, as well as healing, that you need and deserve.
hey, thank you so much dude this means more than you think. it’s really validating to hear that i’m taking a step in the right direction right now. hope is an exciting feeling haha. thank you thank you for the kind words and wishes <3
and can i just say that i always notice your adorable icons and collectible lineups when i see you around tbt and they make me happy.
DinosaurDumpster
You're watching Disney Channel
I want to sleep but my sibling is being way too loud and is on a call with her friends
it's almost 1 am here and she complains about me being on a call with my friend (not even close to as loud as she is right now) at 11pm ;-;
it's almost 1 am here and she complains about me being on a call with my friend (not even close to as loud as she is right now) at 11pm ;-;
Absolutely. As someone with more than one emotional and mental breakdown under my belt, I do not wish anything close to that happening to anyone else.
<3
You are truly so sweet, I think almost the same thing when I see you around (you make fab art and I cannot art lol). Pls. stay safe out there too; these are such uncertain times for everyone.
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
that's why I changed mine too, Im pretty positive that my aesthetic wouldn't have won staff fave lol. plus I missed my derpy avatar
I have an overwhelming desire to stay in bed today. my college doesn't observe small holidays so even though today is labor day I still have to go to all my classes and go to work. I have a bunch of homework too and I just reeeeeeally don't want to do any of it.
only three weeks into the semester and I've already had enough of this school crap.
Katzenjammer
♫Cat that Jams♫
My prayers are going out to all those who are having to evacuate/losing everything, due to all of the massive fires going on. Thankfully I'm not in any danger, but there are roughly 1000 people trapped by one of the fires and they can't go anywhere. They've told people to jump in the water to escape if they have to, and there have been cases of this happening. Smoke and ash are darkening the sky and the air was already bad. I feel for all of the animals trying to escape the fire too, wild and domestic. I can't imagine what these people are going through, along with all of the firefighters and other people working so hard to fight the fires.
We're also having a heat wave (110+), the winds have picked up making fires worse, along with possible rolling blackouts. I'm just concerned for others right now
We're also having a heat wave (110+), the winds have picked up making fires worse, along with possible rolling blackouts. I'm just concerned for others right now
xSuperMario64x
love of my life 💙💜
this fair has been fun and all but I honestly can't wait for it to be over. It's been stressing me out constantly. Like right now I'm so tempted to just take the third coloring page and use a paintbucket tool on it so that I can get participation tickets. I had a lot of ideas for coloring it but I just don't have the time. I'm also stressing out constantly over when things are due and trying to put in my best effort so I might even have a sliver of a chance to get staff fave.
it's too bad the fair always has to happen right in my first 4-5 weeks of school.
it's too bad the fair always has to happen right in my first 4-5 weeks of school.
I'm this
close to locking myself in the bathroom and crying, which is ****ing pathetic, but I can't tell anyone around me about it 'cause it'll ruin everything right now.
I convinced myself of the dumbest things that I know aren't true but it sure doesn't feel nice.
close to locking myself in the bathroom and crying, which is ****ing pathetic, but I can't tell anyone around me about it 'cause it'll ruin everything right now.I convinced myself of the dumbest things that I know aren't true but it sure doesn't feel nice.
Frog :CI'm this
I convinced myself of the dumbest things that I know aren't true but it sure doesn't feel nice.
Are you okay?
If you need to vent I'm over here
Sorry I'm not good at comforting people
Not sure but it's honestly too complicated and hard to put into words and at this point, I think I've bothered people enough with my vents.
Thank you anyways, though, you're really nice.
Dwayne Johnson
Speaker | Change Maker | Visionary | Life Coach
my course starts tomorrow and im dreading it lol
Hey there, Renee! I hope you feel better soon. Depression really sucks. </3 Sending virtual snuggles your way, xD
