What's Bothering You?

I thought I had a shot applying to my local Michael's (the craft store) since I worked at a Michael's back in my home town.. Got my rejection email today. I had the most hope about being able to get a job there.. now I don't know how I'll be able to work anywhere halfway decent. out of over 30 applications over the past few months, the only place to even consider me was a job where you drive covid positive patients across the state in a small van to different hospitals.. (i rejected that one obviously). I'm graduating this december and needing to move out of my current place soon after.. (it's actually owned by my s/o's mom, but she wants the money now since she's buying another house). Neither me or my s/o want to impose by staying longer.. anyways, it just feels good to get this off my chest I guess. I know everything will end up okay.. I won't be homeless, but it's still pretty troubling
 
Trying not to get bothered by it but it’s just the way I feel like an outcast with a group of friends. The only reason I’m a part of the group is because my best friend invites me to almost everything, and I used to be close with the other people. But ever since I moved away from our home town years ago I’ve only had contact with my best friend, and she and my other old friends formed new friend groups so of course they’d be more comfortable around each other and naturally forget about me. Right now I’m back in my hometown, and it sucks seeing this friend group talk about wanting to do something on my best friend’s birthday without tagging or inviting me. I get I’m not close to the rest of the group but uhhhh it just sucks hahaha.
Naturally I wouldn’t be bothered but we’re all in this discord group and they’re tagging each other about their plans and I don’t think they’ve tagged me once to ask if I wanted to come ahahah.
 
He has been eating some hay and he even hopped around a bit so I'm feeling a bit relieved. I'll still talk to his vet in the morning though. Thanks for checking in on him, he is a sweet bunny! I keep going to check in on him but I also don't want to be a hovering parent lol.

So glad to hear that. i don’t blame you for constantly wanting to check on him; he’s your baby so it understandable. ^.^

just did a presentation and it was,, absolute garbage lmao

I know that feeling; I’m terrible giving presentations. I can’t mesmerize things well or even talk well while looking at a notecard, and I get nervous >.<. I usually end up finding out that I did fine with some minor mess ups. Try not to dwell too much on it (I know that is easier said than done). At least it is over now.


Minor worry again (sorry for making this a habit posting in here):

I’m worried that I am one of the people taking the changes out of proportion. I feel bad enough for venting as much as I did (it made me feel better but I think I may have annoyed a lot of people). I want to think my view is reasonable: since the cataloguing was unintended, rather than wait for a time they can milk us all it’s worth, they should’ve removed it asap. I think maybe I should’ve not said anything. I just feel bad for people who don’t have any amiibos :/ and missed out on ordering posters.
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I’m okay with other changes though (not sure about the hybrid island since I didn’t have the game back then).
 
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Couldn't even get back to sleep cause neighbors have been cutting trees since this morning. Tired af right now -__-

Have you tried using a white noise machine? I am a very light sleeper and noise like that would always wake me up or dogs barking or people shooting firecrackers at 4 AM. I have had not as much issues since I got one.
 
So glad to hear that. i don’t blame you for constantly wanting to check on him; he’s your baby so it understandable. ^.^



I know that feeling; I’m terrible giving presentations. I can’t mesmerize things well or even talk well while looking at a notecard, and I get nervous >.<. I usually end up finding out that I did fine with some minor mess ups. Try not to dwell too much on it (I know that is easier said than done). At least it is over now.


Minor worry again (sorry for making this a habit posting in here):

I’m worried that I am one of the people taking the changes out of proportion. I feel bad enough for venting as much as I did (it made me feel better but I think I may have annoyed a lot of people). I want to think my view is reasonable: since the cataloguing was unintended, rather than wait for a time they can milk us all it’s worth, they should’ve removed it asap. I think maybe I should’ve not said anything. I just feel bad for people who don’t have any amiibos :/ and missed out on ordering posters.
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I’m okay with other changes though (not sure about the hybrid island since I didn’t have the game back then).

you’re allowed to vent, friend. you put a lot of time and effort into organizing and preparing for your free catalog event only for it to get messed with not even a week later. even if you do have amiibo cards, that’s still a huge act of kindness on your part that i can’t even imagine just how long setting it up took so your feelings are 100% valid and it was honestly not sexy of nintendo at all to remove a feature that’s been there for all this time ;c;
 
apparently I had an assignment due for jazz hist last night, but I'm pretty positive that a few days ago I checked and that particular assignment was not underlined in BlackBoard so I figured yeah, it's not an assignment then.

ofc now I have to work on it and it's gonna be counted late cause i'm a dummy and didn't realize it was an actual assignment due. I also have to take notes for history which is gonna take at least an hour cause my prof always records really long lectures and makes them super detailed and I have to take as many notes as possible or I won't remember anything.



just kill me now :,,,,,)

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want to think my view is reasonable: since the cataloguing was unintended, rather than wait for a time they can milk us all it’s worth, they should’ve removed it asap.
see that's the thing, I don't understand why they waited so long to remove it if it was an unintended feature. how stupid.
 
Thanks so much @xara for the kind words again and for understanding :). I wasn’t trying to be dramatic or make anyone feel bad. seeing some comments just made me worry that maybe the way I am looking at the change wrong or my reaction. That’s not saying anyone’s opinions is wrong; my anxiety makes is hard not to worry about stuff i say and that I was being rude. I admit there has been times I made a big deal about something and ended up finding out I was wrong ><. Posting here has helped me deal with these anxiety fits, but I was worried also maybe I took it for granted ><. Okay i probably am overthinking now lol. thanks for listening again and being so nice. :) I hope you’re doing okay too and been enjoying the update. ^.^
 
Have you tried using a white noise machine? I am a very light sleeper and noise like that would always wake me up or dogs barking or people shooting firecrackers at 4 AM. I have had not as much issues since I got one.
I had two loud box fans on max but the machines they were using were much louder unfortunately.
 
I won the super prize pack with the fair. It was delivered wednesday, but I had to pay to recieve the package... as much as the items in the package are worth.. 😑

So I spent hours of work and did a lot of events for nothing because instead of winning the prize pack I just kinda bought the items... with money I could spent in much more better ways (like groceries) during a pandemic with less income. So to be honest I'm not even happy with the "prizes" now. ☹
 
The lives of two family members were taken by mental illness. I can't process it or the way in which it happened and the effects it will have on one of these people's young child. Please send prayers, thank you in advance. If anyone needs to contact me, please message directly for now. I need to take some time...
 
I have to revise my resignation letter bc they haven't found a replacement for my position yet.

Pray4me.
:)
My mental health has been so ****ty lately so I'm doing this because I have a conscience that I can't ignore.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so soft.
 
I won the super prize pack with the fair. It was delivered wednesday, but I had to pay to recieve the package... as much as the items in the package are worth.. 😑

So I spent hours of work and did a lot of events for nothing because instead of winning the prize pack I just kinda bought the items... with money I could spent in much more better ways (like groceries) during a pandemic with less income. So to be honest I'm not even happy with the "prizes" now. ☹
Wow I wondering if the staff were expecting this? There should have been a warning before picking our prizes. This sucks to hear Larsi, I'm sorry! I would contact the staff personally.
 
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