also ugh while i'm glad that i've a meeting tomorrow cause hopefully it can get me closer to stuff i just wanna ...like not apply for job. sure i can apply for them but, probably not gonna be able to take em, anyway.
Aw i’m really sorry to hear that. Sending wishes your way hoping he gets well soon or doesn’t get it.
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I’m bothered that there are people voting for a guy that allowed kids to die in cages and to be separated from their family, not to mention a traitor and blatant racist. He shouldn’t have this many votes. it disgusts me and really disappoints me; I thought people knew better than this.
Minor “bother”: I’m worried about my last journal entry being all over the place; I wonder if it was a mistake to turn it into a little story and to add my sign in the beginning to explain the references.. I am unsure how my other entries are now going to look. I want to make my journal and style consistent and organized if possible. I had fun making the entry but I think my other entries were better. But still too early to know how I want to keep any further entries I make.
Minor bother: My mom keeps giving or “lending” my stuff to my nieces without asking me first. Her excuse is that I’m not using it. It would still be nice if you asked me and let me keep it. it drives my anxiety crazy. i know i am being selfish but i’d like to have a say. it’s like my sister selling all my games all over again. except i had a say and she didn’t listen. i grt upset and my dad goes ballistic. also mind your own business; I can hear you ask what my problem is from my room. i’m sick of this and want to take my stuff and leave but i can’t. I have severe anxiety and ocd so i admit i get extremely possessive about my stuff even if I’m not using it. i am not proud of it; i wish i could throw out this part of me along with my other deficiencies and illnesses.
Annoyance: Would love to be able to eat in thr kitchen sometimes without my dad out there watching tv or deciding to when I’m eating. you have a room with a tv. watch in in there. not bring on good terms with my dad is just draining me.
I wish people would stop PMing me about collectibles. I bought them for a specific reason, to keep for myself. Anything that I buy I don't have extra of I'm keeping. Plus, I once put it in my signature bolded that I don't want to sell any of my collectibles, but it surely didn't work they just kept bugging me. Now whenever this happens I immediately leave the conversation without any future messages.
so I have to do a test for jazz history, rewrite my debate statement for history, and I'm expected to memorize a bunch of text for my german class for tomorrow. I swear to god this school is absolutely relentless. I can't even give myself some proper care and free time without being bombarded with hours of work (not to mention I have executive dysfunction which doesn't help at all).
oh and I also somehow forgot to go to work today??? i don't even ****ing know anymore.
I wish people would stop PMing me about collectibles. I bought them for a specific reason, to keep for myself. Anything that I buy I don't have extra of I'm keeping. Plus, I once put it in my signature bolded that I don't want to sell any of my collectibles, but it surely didn't work they just kept bugging me. Now whenever this happens I immediately leave the conversation without any future messages.
yeah I get a lot of ppl asking me for my aurora egg, even though I don't have any intention of selling it. I just kindly reject and wish them luck on their hunt. part of me feels bad for having to reject them cause I know what it feels like to be searching for a collectible and never finding it. but I really like this egg a lot so I could never part with it in good conscience.
feeling better about the things i posted earlier except about the election. first thanks for anyone who read that and sorry for being annoying. ><
now i am just completely drained and am bothered with how wonky my mood is today. i still am sad about something, but no regrets since i wanted to help by listening. can’t go into further detail than that.
minor issue/ not really a bother but not sure where else to post: I’ve been contemplating opening my villager amiibo since we can’t order posters we didn’t scan. it’s the japanese one, so i am wondering if it is still considered a collectible or not worth keeping in the case. then again it’d look funny since all my other ones except a dupe is in one if there wasn’t the pandemic, I’d ask a friend to let me scan theirs. I just want to be able to order it for people if they want it or if i want more for myself.
My stupid self traced my drawings for my final project without remembering that sharpie bleeds through paper.
It has to be in a book-type thingy. How fun ;v;
so my heart is in an emotionally distraught place right now. my parents have offered to give me the master bedroom and allow me to love there rent free while I work and save up money so I can eventually get a house, which honestly sounds really great. but the problem is.... I would still have to live with them. in their disgusting house. with all the loud noises and yelling and constant swearing and heartlesness. I don't want to live there anymore. i hate it at home. it's really sad to say that but I'm dead serious.
I feel this. I've got it pretty good with my parents, as I'm living rent-free right now. They're fairly supportive and living, but god they drive me insane sometimes. I want to move out, but then I also think renting/flatting is going to be the expensive option in the long term. The better option would be just to stay at home and save for a house but ehhhh how much longer can I stand that???
Hyper “woke” performative activists on twitter tick me off as a non-white East Asian person.
I’m just going to say that calling someone a psychopath for trying to attempt something and then telling them to kill themselves because they’re “capitalizing off of depression and parasocial relationships” is a horrible way to criticize someone. There’s a line between actual constructive criticism and outright hurtful comments wtf. Not to mention the gaslighting too.
Literally the one time I decided to peek in on twitter just to see how things are and read one thread and I’m already losing more faith in humanity. It’s disgusting that people like that exist. I should just blacklist twitter on my laptop already.
Aw i’m really sorry to hear that. Sending wishes your way hoping he gets well soon or doesn’t get it.
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I’m bothered that there are people voting for a guy that allowed kids to die in cages and to be separated from their family, not to mention a traitor and blatant racist. He shouldn’t have this many votes. it disgusts me and really disappoints me; I thought people knew better than this.
Minor “bother”: I’m worried about my last journal entry being all over the place; I wonder if it was a mistake to turn it into a little story and to add my sign in the beginning to explain the references.. I am unsure how my other entries are now going to look. I want to make my journal and style consistent and organized if possible. I had fun making the entry but I think my other entries were better. But still too early to know how I want to keep any further entries I make.
Minor bother: My mom keeps giving or “lending” my stuff to my nieces without asking me first. Her excuse is that I’m not using it. It would still be nice if you asked me and let me keep it. it drives my anxiety crazy. i know i am being selfish but i’d like to have a say. it’s like my sister selling all my games all over again. except i had a say and she didn’t listen. i grt upset and my dad goes ballistic. also mind your own business; I can hear you ask what my problem is from my room. i’m sick of this and want to take my stuff and leave but i can’t. I have severe anxiety and ocd so i admit i get extremely possessive about my stuff even if I’m not using it. i am not proud of it; i wish i could throw out this part of me along with my other deficiencies and illnesses.
Annoyance: Would love to be able to eat in thr kitchen sometimes without my dad out there watching tv or deciding to when I’m eating. you have a room with a tv. watch in in there. not bring on good terms with my dad is just draining me.
I know I am replying late to this, but just wanted to pop in because I’ve been a bit mia on here lately because I was too stressed about the election. Totally agree with your sentiments, btw. So upsetting that at this point that it isn’t even surprising that people will vote for everything you describe seemingly out of spite and malice.
mob a happier note, missed so many people from here and you were one of them. This is a great little community! It is nice to be able to find these small joys amid all the upsetting things this year. You bring good to this world, I can tell, and it’s an important thing!
also wanted to say, I love your latest journal entries. I actually wanted to comment, but held off because I didn’t want to break up your great storytelling and images and artistic descriptions.
I’m trying to motivate myself to get back to updating my island journal into something more fun, and I definitely understand the anxiety. It’s great because it is so wide open, but also daunting for that reason.
i have what my doctor referred to as ‘ocd traits’ and i too have extreme attachment to my possessions. Especially during times of stress! And it is so invalidating when people treat it like some silly or selfish thing (or make a joke about ocd = neat freak so you must not really have it). It’s harmless and in fact even if it was harmless people are allowed to set their own boundaries and expect that to be respected. Sorry about your parent troubles, and that they aren’t respecting your needs and challenges.
glad you are feeling better! I can’t offer much good advice on the amiibo front. But I would say that unless it is worth a lot of money in ‘mint’ condition, I would lean toward using it in a way that brings you happiness -for you that seems to be helping others with things like your poster project - then I would do that. What villager is it?
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I’m feeling anxious because I have to do some personal boundary setting in different areas of my life...and I hate doing it it makes me super anxious...but I know it’s better to just confront things head on rather than avoid the problem or get passive aggressive (or just passive).
My hands are so insanely dry from washing them so much and the weather starting to cool down. I've had dry skin before this time of year, but this is a new level of dry.
I know I am replying late to this, but just wanted to pop in because I’ve been a bit mia on here lately because I was too stressed about the election. Totally agree with your sentiments, btw. So upsetting that at this point that it isn’t even surprising that people will vote for everything you describe seemingly out of spite and malice.
mob a happier note, missed so many people from here and you were one of them. This is a great little community! It is nice to be able to find these small joys amid all the upsetting things this year. You bring good to this world, I can tell, and it’s an important thing!
also wanted to say, I love your latest journal entries. I actually wanted to comment, but held off because I didn’t want to break up your great storytelling and images and artistic descriptions.
I’m trying to motivate myself to get back to updating my island journal into something more fun, and I definitely understand the anxiety. It’s great because it is so wide open, but also daunting for that reason.
i have what my doctor referred to as ‘ocd traits’ and i too have extreme attachment to my possessions. Especially during times of stress! And it is so invalidating when people treat it like some silly or selfish thing (or make a joke about ocd = neat freak so you must not really have it). It’s harmless and in fact even if it was harmless people are allowed to set their own boundaries and expect that to be respected. Sorry about your parent troubles, and that they aren’t respecting your needs and challenges.
glad you are feeling better! I can’t offer much good advice on the amiibo front. But I would say that unless it is worth a lot of money in ‘mint’ condition, I would lean toward using it in a way that brings you happiness -for you that seems to be helping others with things like your poster project - then I would do that. What villager is it?
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I’m feeling anxious because I have to do some personal boundary setting in different areas of my life...and I hate doing it it makes me super anxious...but I know it’s better to just confront things head on rather than avoid the problem or get passive aggressive (or just passive).
Hey! I’ve been wondering how you’ve been doing and have thinking about writing on your wall soo. ^,^ Shucks. Thanks so much . You are so sweet and way too kind to me; still that helps lifts my spirits even more .
Aw geez. Thanks ^.^. I have been unsure about my entries so far and whether I like the organization or format (especially since I keep using the same background; it’s a bit embarrassing though for now it doesn’t matter since it makes sense for the journal pages to look the same). I appreciate the feedback and consideration ^.^; i don’t mind comments but do what you feel most comfortable with. . Exactly ^.^. I hope you find something that would make your journal more fun for you.
thanks! I appreciate that you understand . I talked to my mom and worked things out with her. not much i can do about my dad who i am still mot talking to ><.
It’s the super smash brothers Villager .
I’m sorry to hear you are having anxiety . If you ever want to chat, my dms and wall is always open to you. I know anxiety is not fun and creates so much unwanted stress :/ and it’s not something with choose to have.
I keep feeling like I’m bothering my boyfriend whenever I message him, even though he tells me I’m not, which makes me think he’s just saying it to feel better, and then I feel worse, and I lie in bed at 2-3am crying because I feel like I’m wasting his time and I hate anxiety and I love him and I don’t know what to do
Sending wishes your way hoping he gets well soon or doesn’t get it.
