I feel like I was actually smart and creatively talented when I was younger, but my self doubt, anxiety, and depression completely ruined it. I felt like I was terrible, and I should just stop while I was ahead. I was sooo deep into my depression that I ended up dropping out of high school. I couldn't even get out of bed without crying. I felt like I failed my mom, because I didn't do anything with what I had. Now I feel like I wasted what could've been
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lmao they way they ask questions is so ****ty.
If you wanted to be more integrative then you wouldn't just be blatantly copy pasting from the textbook. Imagine it's just 2 pages and I'm known for highlighting so many things and even then they find a way to ask something I didn't highlight. What the ****. Was this portion even taught?
Now i dont even know the relevant things to memorize. if you're just going to ask the most minute of details that it's borderline semantics at this point, i don't know what to say. man.
these topics in general just leave a baaaad taste in my mouth. way to ruin me appreciating the topic.
If you wanted to be more integrative then you wouldn't just be blatantly copy pasting from the textbook. Imagine it's just 2 pages and I'm known for highlighting so many things and even then they find a way to ask something I didn't highlight. What the ****. Was this portion even taught?
Now i dont even know the relevant things to memorize. if you're just going to ask the most minute of details that it's borderline semantics at this point, i don't know what to say. man.
these topics in general just leave a baaaad taste in my mouth. way to ruin me appreciating the topic.
ali.di.magix
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I haven't had a good nights sleep in almost a week now. Please I just want one night where I can at least sleep solidly for 6 hours rather than waking up every 2 hours 
Probably a ridiculous thing to complain about but I’ve been playing for hours and AC won’t give me mushroom diys 
I’m going to be tired in the morning with nothing to show for it. Except a drawing of Punchy dressed as a Pirate and I regret giving him a sword because punchy should not be handling sharp objects imo.
I’m going to be tired in the morning with nothing to show for it. Except a drawing of Punchy dressed as a Pirate and I regret giving him a sword because punchy should not be handling sharp objects imo.This, I've a few but man it's so slow. Though acorn/pine cone ones is worse, the drop rate for them as material is even worse than some MMORPG drop chances...like okay why even add in the recipes for such tedious things.Probably a ridiculous thing to complain about but I’ve been playing for hours and AC won’t give me mushroom diys
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My dad bringing his family into my personal life and telling them all about my personal failures while I'm not there, thanks dad 
Then gets grumpy at me bc I'm not ecstatic about it lol
Debating about applying for other courses for university, I could potentially apply for 2 other universities, not sure which ones though. It sucks you have to pay to apply but since I did pay I feel like I'm wasting my money if I don't have 5 choices.
Then gets grumpy at me bc I'm not ecstatic about it lol Debating about applying for other courses for university, I could potentially apply for 2 other universities, not sure which ones though. It sucks you have to pay to apply but since I did pay I feel like I'm wasting my money if I don't have 5 choices.
yaaaay mom forcing me to go to her old people parties while insulting my taste
What happened to when people used to calmly have discussions? Now everyone has to say "oh yes I agree" or else they get attacked due to black-and-white thinking? The glass isn't 100% full or 100% empty, but a lot of people will never understand that because they're too far gone at this point. They refuse to consider or understand any other perspectives, because they are so set on thinking that they are right and everyone else is wrong.
To grow, we have to constantly question and critically think about things.
To grow, we have to constantly question and critically think about things.
trashpedia
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I made the mistake of procrastinating due to feeling a lack of motivation over the weekend and now I have to finish designing several posters and start and finish an essay in 6 hours ;O;
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
I want to feel better.
I can't see the street from the front lawn anymore, it's so flooded and continues to rain nonstop all day. The water has reached damn to our slightly elevated front porch but with this rain it could flood over. Not only that but there's 2 down phone(?)lines that were SPARKING earlier. We still have power but that could go out.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Rot in hell, I don't give any ****s. You hate me; as a result, I despise you. I won't ever talk to you about my problems, nor will I ever try to ask you to understand me again. Ever. You lost me when you started comparing me to you, of all people, and you just love to put everyone down and have them bow down to you. You love compliments. You make everything about you. I'm sick and tired of having to walk on eggshells around you and everyone else in this goddamn family. I've learned the hard way that no matter what, I will never be able to please you. Before I learned how to drive, you used that to pity yourself: "Oh, I have to drive you around like some slave!" Well, I got my license, and I love to drive. So what do you do? You take something else to pity yourself with. I've driven myself mentally distraught because I know that I can't get you to love me the way other functional mothers would, because you're delusional. You're a complete narcissist, mom. Yet I still try to make you and the family happy. I get lured into your manipulative tactics. I'm writing this all down to hopefully get some rational thinking into me, and motivate myself to get a job and to get my coursework done. I'm sorry to say this, but I think life will be better without having to live with you. That's the truth.
