What's Bothering You?

Thank you but unfortunately I couldn't find them so I assume the dogs are back home now. Or someone else found them but there's no way to know.
Hopefully they are far away now. I wish animals had more rights. You did what you could to save them though, I’m glad you’re okay <3 I think I remember you saying that your neighbors had been pretty confrontational in the past, so tbh I was a little worried that they’d catch you trying to find their dogs or something :c
 
Hopefully they are far away now. I wish animals had more rights. You did what you could to save them though, I’m glad you’re okay <3 I think I remember you saying that your neighbors had been pretty confrontational in the past, so tbh I was a little worried that they’d catch you trying to find their dogs or something :c
Thanks for your concern. I wish animals had more rights too, they can't speak for themselves. Honestly a part of me didn't want to find the dogs cause then their owners would immediately think to blame me. And them coming to my door was not a good feeling especially since they sent a male from the house cause the lady clearly does not want to talk to me anymore lmao.

Hopefully this will all clear it's self up soon, for the doggo's sake
 
Starting to get anxiety about my new job already, and how it may or may not effect my future career. Brain, why can't you just stfu for at least 1 minute and not worry about everything?!
 
I was in the bathroom this morning because i wasn’t feeling good and my dad opens the door! i told him i was in there. He just left the door open and didn’t apologize. all he said was “oh.” now i know to lock it. i understand that he thought it was my cat since my one cat sometimes locks herself in the bathroom but she hasn’t done it in awhile. so rude! not surprising he has no common sense since he leaves his bathroom door open and doesn’t wash his hands, eavesdrops on people, lies to the doctors about his anxiety that he claims he doesn’t have or it is my fault or my mom’s, and never apologizes for anything.
 
This shift has been the worst. So. Bloody. Busy. And no ****ing staff. Fridays absolutely suck. I actual hate it.

Thank God this is my last Friday at this ****hole woohoo!!!
 
I was in the bathroom this morning because i wasn’t feeling good and my dad opens the door! i told him i was in there. He just left the door open and didn’t apologize. all he said was “oh.” now i know to lock it. i understand that he thought it was my cat since my one cat sometimes locks herself in the bathroom but she hasn’t done it in awhile. so rude! not surprising he has no common sense since he leaves his bathroom door open and doesn’t wash his hands, eavesdrops on people, lies to the doctors about his anxiety that he claims he doesn’t have or it is my fault or my mom’s, and never apologizes for anything.

not me about to hop on a flight and throw hands with your dad. understandable that he initially thought it was the cat in the bathroom instead of you but to not even apologize and then leave the door open? such an invasion of privacy and not acceptable at all. i’m sorry you and your mom have to deal with him ;/

i actually am at my limit. if one more bad thing happens. ONE MORE. i won't be able to handle it. life hasn't stopped since august. it has been some awful type of news every single day of my life since mid-august. four months of torture. four months of waking up to some new nightmare everyday. i genuinely can't believe that so many horrible things can happen around me, and in my world, in such a short amount of time. it may seem like an exaggeration, but if anyone bothers to read this in full i PROOOOMISE you i am NOT exaggerating. sometimes it's even two new bad news related things per day. every single day there has been something to make life more burdensome and increasingly worse. no amount of escapism can keep me out of this hell. on top of this i have so many assignments... i don't have any motivation because this life around me is so exhausting, i can't do it anymore. lol

god. i genuinely don’t know what to say other than that i’m so sorry and that i really hope things get better for you. as someone who also routinely has bad things happen one after another on a regular basis, i definitely understand just how overwhelmed and exhausted you feel rn and having to deal with other stuff like assignments when it seems like everything around you is crumbling down is devastating. but i truly hope that things get better for you; you don’t deserve to have to go through months of misery.
 
Nintendo not reprinting their Splatoon/2 amiibos. Yes we get it's old games but you just love scalpers don't cha?
 
I just want to stop existing so I'm not a burden on anyone anymore 🙃
edit: feeling less rough now ☺️💕 sometimes my internalised ableism gets hard to deal with
 
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not feeling well mentally today. ive been overly exhausted ever since yesterday when I found out my history prof gave me an F on my research paper because apparently I didn't use the correct sources and I had plagiarized (I knew it wasn't written well because I was incredibly sleep deprived but damn) and now I don't qualify for the writing option even though I only have one more semester and I need two more writing options to graduate. I could've gotten a writing option last semester but because of covid I couldn't do it.

the 2020 spring and 2020 fall semesters have been nothing but ****. complete ****. I'm so tired of everything. sometimes winder if i would be better off dead. just let me get covid idec anymore.
 
One of the staff members at my store has covid so now our store is closed down for "a few days". I don't know exactly when we will be back (or when I'll be getting paid) so it's just some fun uncertainty now. 🙄 I was only back there for not even 2 weeks and things are already going wrong. I was luckily not in contact with said coworker and I really hope they have a quick and easy recovery.
 
I'm so freaking tired today. Can't wait to go home and chill and sleep...only 5 more hours I guess **** me
 
Bothered by a lot of things lately. My odd sleeping schedule. My inadequacies. The situation I’m in with my mom having cancer. The fact that I could have a full-time job and my own place right now as well as be better off if it weren’t for the pandemic and my state leading the nation in cases. The drama and stupidity that comes out of people never ceases to amaze me. People these days really just need to learn how to chill more.
 
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Bothered by a lot of things lately. My odd sleeping schedule. My inadequacies. The situation I’m in with my mom having cancer. The fact that I could have a full-time job and my own place right now as well as be better off if it weren’t for the pandemic and my state leading the nation in cases. The drama and stupidity that comes out of people never ceases to amaze me. People these days really just need to learn how to chill more.

I’m sorry. No sorry is not enough really to express how much I feel for you. I wish there was some way I could make you feel better and help your situation. I can imagine how tough it is for you. I can relate to feeling inadequate (and not having the will or courage to change it), and I am really concerned and upset with some stuff I read and the amount of disrespect. :/
 
I’m sorry. No sorry is not enough really to express how much I feel for you. I wish there was some way I could make you feel better and help your situation. I can imagine how tough it is for you. I can relate to feeling inadequate (and not having the will or courage to change it), and I am really concerned and upset with some stuff I read and the amount of disrespect. :/

Thank you, Dunquixote. Whenever you message me or others to try and alleviate their pain you shine more brilliantly than the sun. 🥺

I’m also just bothered because I have so many friends and people I talk to both online and in real life, yet I don’t have the time to be there for all of them... I feel like I’m letting people down.
 
Thank you, Dunquixote. Whenever you message me or others to try and alleviate their pain you shine more brilliantly than the sun. 🥺

I’m also just bothered because I have so many friends and people I talk to both online and in real life, yet I don’t have the time to be there for all of them... I feel like I’m letting people down.

aw shucks. you give me more credit than i deserve. ><. thanks though :). i can’t help but worry about people when i see their comments.

I know this is easier said than done, but please trust me, you aren’t. I’ve heard some bunnies tell me so many times how wonderful of a friend you are and how they feel your pain. From my observations, I agree 100% with them. I can tell you are trying your hardest to manage your problems and be nice to everyone even strangers like myself. Seriously, you are a better friend than I am to my real or online friends. You need to give yourself more credit. You are really one of the many kindest people on this site :).
 
aw shucks. you give me more credit than i deserve. ><. thanks though :). i can’t help but worry about people when i see their comments.

I know this is easier said than done, but please trust me, you aren’t. I’ve heard some bunnies tell me so many times how wonderful of a friend you are and how they feel your pain. From my observations, I agree 100% with them. I can tell you are trying your hardest to manage your problems and be nice to everyone even strangers like myself. Seriously, you are a better friend than I am to my real or online friends. You need to give yourself more credit. You are really one of the many kindest people on this site :).

Thank you, Dunquixote. I shed a couple tears because of this and feel better now. :giggle:
 
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