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just thinking abt my paper gives me anxiety like how the **** am i gonna do this lol
 
Concerned as to why the 29th door on the belltree calendar hasn't become available
 
lmao the way people nitpick everything "wrong" with something over the internet
 
also i understand why people might have their vm's closed but it's kinda annoying when they send u a vm and you can't just reply back (nothing personal since we have pms and such but it's a bit.. why? idk)
 
Concerned as to why the 29th door on the belltree calendar hasn't become available

I don't think there is a 29th door lol


It's weird cause while my dad was gone I had so much energy and got a lot done, but ever since he's been home I've had no motivation to do really anything. I wish he would just leave.
 
I have eaten a lot of junk food today and I feel fat and ugly now

- - - Post Merge - - -

Was probably over 2200 calories ugh 1321 calories in junk food snacks alone I won’t eat a lot tomorrow to make up for it
 
Work tomorrow. I have to do an opening shift. I'm not gonna get good sleep, and I have trouble waking up and not being tired so early in the morning (I have to wake up at 4am). I also have to go to sleep in an hour and I don't want to.
 
I AM UPSETTI

Okay this is less anger than normal but sheesh, I have art to do, all digital, but I just... cant do it. Theres no drive. Damn my ADHD for being the way it is- cause it really just does whatever the heck it wants.

I guess I'll just draw what my brain wants to till I feel like it, lmao.
 
hmmm... I defeated a SHINY GMAX KINGLER AND I DIDNT CATCH IT
 
It would be nice if I could sleep at night again. It wasn’t bad at first but it’s been getting extremely annoying recently. Thankfully I don’t have any classes atm so it isn’t as terrible as it could be.

Also I’m not sure if I should be a therapist tbh. The more I look into it and the more I hear stories about being one the more I get deeply concerned and confused about all this. I feel being a therapist isn’t going to let me express and do what I truly want to do.
 
I AM UPSETTI

Okay this is less anger than normal but sheesh, I have art to do, all digital, but I just... cant do it. Theres no drive. Damn my ADHD for being the way it is- cause it really just does whatever the heck it wants.

I guess I'll just draw what my brain wants to till I feel like it, lmao.

Tbh I can kinda relate to this rn, I have some commissions to work on but my brain is randomly like HEY LET'S PLAY A PS2 GAME or HEY LET'S CLEAN THIS ROOM IN HERE, like it's just never ending lol :,,,,)
 
So uhhhh I got a random bone poking out of my left wrist and I'm like really worried about it now. This is the wrist that I have carpal tunnel in. When I first noticed it my body went into panic mode and I nearly passed out. Feeling okay now, but when I showed my mom she got worried and said that I probably red to have it x-rayed.


I really hope I didn't damage my wrist :(
 
My side is killing me! Might be something wrong w/ my liver.
 
so damn tired and i might need to start write tomorrow ugh i hate new year's

also think i had like a bad egg or stuff cause i feel bit nauseaous
 
I found out that the thing in my wrist is very likely a Ganglion Cyst, and depending on the severity I might have to undergo surgery to have it removed. I'm sure whatever the result I'll end up wearing a splint for a few weeks (not a good sign for my piano practice!) :(

I know I have carpal tunnel in that wrist, likely from playing piano and being so stressed that my body is super tense, so my joints and nerves flared up and now I have this stupid thing to deal with. Life never gives me a break.
 
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