Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Super tired, but I've no one to blame but myself for that. I woke up at 4 o'clock in the morning.
Also holy hell, my mother.
Also holy hell, my mother.
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What's Bothering You?
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Reginald Fairfield
Senior Member
I used to like the goth/scene hairdo on people, now I see it as a prequel to the "I need to talk to your manager" look.
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
I hate my mother. She's so narcissistic. It doesn't seem like my family sees my mother's behaviors as narcissistic. She makes a big deal out of nothing; she compares everyone around her to herself; she over-exaggerates and compliments her own traits; she views the littlest things as an attack to her ego... I don't want to be stuck in here. It's just so damaging.
And, even if I'm the rational one - I'll still be the one at fault. It was all me. I'm disobedient. I'm crazy. Or, I'm just acting out - not because of my mental issues, but it's just me not wanting to listen to anyone. This is what they say if I do my contamination rituals for too long, for example. They've demonized me before, just for having mental issues. I just hate it.
And, even if I'm the rational one - I'll still be the one at fault. It was all me. I'm disobedient. I'm crazy. Or, I'm just acting out - not because of my mental issues, but it's just me not wanting to listen to anyone. This is what they say if I do my contamination rituals for too long, for example. They've demonized me before, just for having mental issues. I just hate it.
SheepMareep
Actual Magical Girl
Despite being adults graduating from college a girl in my class spread rumors about me and now they majority of my nursing classes bully me/isolate me from everyone else. I only have 4 months left but it's hard when I don't know and have never done anything wrong to the people being mean to me....
I'm so sorry you live in a stressful environment. I grew up in a similar household that was abusive and did not understand or accept my mental illness. Left home the day I graduated hs and have been on my own since paying for college and housing. It's not easy but life gets SO much healthier when you are able to create a positive environment for yourself. Keep pushing, you'll be away from it all and happier soon!
I'm so sorry you live in a stressful environment. I grew up in a similar household that was abusive and did not understand or accept my mental illness. Left home the day I graduated hs and have been on my own since paying for college and housing. It's not easy but life gets SO much healthier when you are able to create a positive environment for yourself. Keep pushing, you'll be away from it all and happier soon!
Dawnpiplup
Kick ass.
Thank you, love. <3 Also, I'm sorry that you have to deal with such immature people at your college. I'm sure it's very tough, but try not to let them bring you down. Keep pushing through too c:
Mimi Cheems
gonna watch it burn! ♡
I am so angry that I am crying, shaking, and trying not to scream—
Goooood. My chest hurts lol.
I don’t feel like discussing what’s wrong, but I don’t know if I’ll calm down any time soon.
Goooood. My chest hurts lol.
I don’t feel like discussing what’s wrong, but I don’t know if I’ll calm down any time soon.
Both thoughts and bother but more so a bother since people don't seem to get high-functioning Asperger issues(which sometimes comes with some other mental issues that is more mental age stuff than Asperger but yeah) ...
Most books seem to only be about like low/close to mid-functioning like "girls like to sort barbies to an excess" or "here's how you make all the daily routines for ur aspie child" or stuff, but never actual useful stuff for high-functioning people like me for an example. we mostly need exact instructions on how do stuff rather than most instruction papers being vague or skipping half of the steps "normal" people know, needs exact directions to places, need to learn by doing rather than reading, we learn a bit slow etc.
also revising ****ing sucks
Most books seem to only be about like low/close to mid-functioning like "girls like to sort barbies to an excess" or "here's how you make all the daily routines for ur aspie child" or stuff, but never actual useful stuff for high-functioning people like me for an example. we mostly need exact instructions on how do stuff rather than most instruction papers being vague or skipping half of the steps "normal" people know, needs exact directions to places, need to learn by doing rather than reading, we learn a bit slow etc.
also revising ****ing sucks
ugh yeah i hate that ...(like this one time where they almost did do that and i had to ask them to leave it in a store so i could pick up).. i had a few home deliveries in the morning that worked alright but yeah i try to avoid that..
I hate that. I have all my packages delivered to my brother’s house because *they* like to follow the trucks where I live. I ordered a laminator for work about a year ago and came home to an empty box and the instructions on the front door step. Definitely inconvenient but I guess that can be the cost of convenience.
I've actually cancelled plans and am at home now cause I'm worried none of my housemates will answer the door. Mind you, some these couriers are useless, I've had experiences in the past where they don't leave you enough time to get to the door and end up leaving a slip anyway. So annoying! Now just a case of waiting around....
Yeah they do that here too, or just claim you weren't home because they couldn't bother to call so yeah I always try to arrange so I can pick it up...
same can it get summer already aaa
also pray that i can do this paper im being dang anxious
xSuperMario64x
a very tired Bug 🪲💤
I literally walk around campus for ONE DAY and now my achilles tendon is super sore and I can't walk without being in pain rip
Also I'm going to see my advisor today and I need to tell him that I want to drop a class, but in the past every time I do this he makes a fuss so I'm worried about what he's gonna say to me ;;
Also I'm going to see my advisor today and I need to tell him that I want to drop a class, but in the past every time I do this he makes a fuss so I'm worried about what he's gonna say to me ;;
Rip your achilles.. My knee is a bit swollen atm so yeah ..show the pain harold reverse meme something.. hope u get better!
re the other things you need to stand up and them him why and not take what he says too seriously.. you can do it and i think u need it, u seem super stressed man D:
I love being woken up to my phone going off with a text from work on my day off, asking me to come in, because the person who says they work so hard and do so much yet calls other people lazy calls out for the billionth time. They complain about how no one takes out the trash when they leave for the day and how no one cleans or stocks containers, but then they want to call out alot.
I swear when I'm actually excited to have more than 1 day off in a row so I can get **** done, some ** like this has to happen and ruin my day as soon as I wake up (or get woken up since I was asleep). I was gonna try to do alot today but NO.
I swear when I'm actually excited to have more than 1 day off in a row so I can get **** done, some ** like this has to happen and ruin my day as soon as I wake up (or get woken up since I was asleep). I was gonna try to do alot today but NO.
MarzipanDragyn
Determined Designer
My dad is currently on his way to the ER; what for, we don't know yet. All I know is that the second he came home, he ran straight to the restroom and violently threw up. I'm worried, but I've been trying to do things to keep busy and avoid assuming the worst. The symptoms he gave me point to a possible kidney problem (he thinks it's another hernia, but I highly doubt that would've caused such severe vomiting). I'm hoping it's something simple like that and not something worse (knocking on wood to acid jinxing it).
I should've taken my literal fall out of bed this morning as an omen. I know there's nothing I could've done, but I can't help but think there was. I should've known something would've happened when my parents made plans for their event today two weeks back, something ALWAYS happens (for instance, I screwed up my knee a week before a concert, and there was no way in heck I was going to be able to traverse the whole venue and all of its stairs on crutches.)
I don't know how long they'll be, but it's already been enough time for my anxiety-riddled brain to zip through 100 of the worst possibilities it could think of and wind me up tighter than a toy car. I'm freaking out and there's not a dang thing I can do about it, or to help my dad. This sucks to the nth degree.
I should've taken my literal fall out of bed this morning as an omen. I know there's nothing I could've done, but I can't help but think there was. I should've known something would've happened when my parents made plans for their event today two weeks back, something ALWAYS happens (for instance, I screwed up my knee a week before a concert, and there was no way in heck I was going to be able to traverse the whole venue and all of its stairs on crutches.)
I don't know how long they'll be, but it's already been enough time for my anxiety-riddled brain to zip through 100 of the worst possibilities it could think of and wind me up tighter than a toy car. I'm freaking out and there's not a dang thing I can do about it, or to help my dad. This sucks to the nth degree.
