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What's Bothering You?

Parents always, their ****ing approach to mental health/abuse issues is just so goddamn disgusting.
 
coworkers asked me to "hang out with them" sometime but I am so socially anxious I get butterflies just think about it. This has never happened before >~>
 
I was thinking today, man i have so much space and time to care for quite a few more fish tanks/aquariums but then life had to crash my hype like "what about that light bill tho? all that equipment SUURRE would suck up alot of power :lemon:"

also axolotls cost like 70 smacks EACH

Life sucks....I want more fish friends ;-;
 
I'm only in the beginning of my second full week of school and I'm already tired of doing schoolwork as if I've been doing it nonstop for months. I spent my entire winter break cleaning and helping my mum and doing other stuff so I'm just so overwhelmed and stressed. Now I've got this schoolwork piling up and I honestly can't bring myself to care about it enough to get it done in a timely manner.

I'm so tired of working so hard for nothing.
 
I'm only in the beginning of my second full week of school and I'm already tired of doing schoolwork as if I've been doing it nonstop for months. I spent my entire winter break cleaning and helping my mum and doing other stuff so I'm just so overwhelmed and stressed. Now I've got this schoolwork piling up and I honestly can't bring myself to care about it enough to get it done in a timely manner.

I'm so tired of working so hard for nothing.

Mood. I totally wish I could not study but ehh I need the pay from work :^)

Also I hope my balance bard is not wonky cause yeah gg finding one in good shape
 
It's almost 9pm and I still gotta do this schoolwork ughhhhh


Also earlier I went to see my counselor again (been having to see her weekly cause I've been so stressed and anxious) and there were times when she would mention something like "I can really tell that you're in pain" or "I can see that you've been suffering" and it's so true it makes my heart ache. I'm stuck in a rut and I can't escape until I graduate in May of next year. I really don't know what to do with my life.
 
Gotta work 6 days in a row due to being down FOUR people now at work. Fun being shorthanded. Atleast they aren't opening shifts, GAWD I HATE opening shifts.

Also the pain in my butt that I got a few weeks ago has returned and is worse. It hurts to bend down which I do alot at my job, and it hurts to walk. My next day off isn't until Monday but even then it's only one day off, then back at work. I hope it doesn't impact my work more then it already does, I get random more painful pains when I do certain things, and walking is one of them. I really don't need pain while I have to work 6 days in a row.
 
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