woowweee I've been so depressed today, and for the life of me I could not pick myself up.
I've had quite possibly the most ****tiest shifts over the past two days. Both days I've missed at least one break.
Yesterday my coworker and I worked or asses off trying to make life a little less harder for the closing workers, since we were short staffed. Other jobs that were other peoples responsibility were passed onto us. Then thise people who didn't do their jobs simply just walked out on time, having all their breaks, without saying a simple thank you.
Then today, people have the audacity to complain about stuff not being done, despite knowing that yesterday we were in a helpless situation!! Then my supervisor was getting angry at my coworker and I for not taking our breaks on time, just because it ****ed up her little plan to go home early. There's no way we could've gone on time since there was so much **** for us to do. My supervisor didn't even help me with my list, just took the easiest jobs possible then complained when stuff wasn't getting done.
Then another coworker of mine is ****ing useless...she doesn't focus on what needs to be done, despite knowing that we're stressed out of our minds.
It got to a point where there was so much to do in so little time where I just broke down and cried. Like just literally couldn't hold it in anymore. All the **** talk about me and others just got to me, and I knew that if I didn't get things done to the managers standards, more **** would be said about me and others in the morning.
I just can't take it anymore. I've been at this place for 2 years and it's just been the same **** ever since; people backstabbing you, throwing you under the bus and complaining about everything. It's such a toxic place and it's taken such a hit on my mental health over the past month or two. I just want a break, and even that is far too much to ask for
