Also, I know I am still only a young adult, but I really start to feel old when I start to see my once baby cousins grow into older children who are starting secondary school or in their last years of primary school. I'm the oldest out of my cousins on the paternal side of my family, and the third oldest on the maternal side (my two oldest cousins are in their thirties now), so I've always felt like the grown-up one. But now they're starting to grow up and it's like what no you're like a baby still. ;v; It's especially weird as I am exactly 10 years older than one of my cousins, so now she's like 8, turning 9, and that just feels so strange to me.