That's how I felt when I lost my good friend. I couldn't cry until my best friend walked in and said she was sorry. I never want to feel that again; the way everything seems to freeze in time. The way you can't breathe for a moment and you feel empty. I never really got into David's music, I was actually going to listen to some of it in his honor. If you have any recommendations let me know ^.^ He left a legacy behind and he seemed to be a very strong person from what I know and have seen. And he is here; in your heart, in his music, in everything he has ever done or accomplished. If anything, he is all around you although you cannot see him <3