yeah i think it's like 300 bucks a month and stuff and since i still live at home it's aight (you can take loans for more if you need like if you live alone etc.)
but yeah idek, it feels like i really need to take care of stuff and try looking for a job to get some real quiche and try to get more independent.. which will probably change my life quite a lot and stuff.. but idek i had a talk about all of it with my bf some weeks ago when i was at their place... idk i feel like i just need to do some stuff both for me and for him.. i mean he is really understanding and i guess he doesn't want me to suffer either and idk he changed my life a lot.. i guess i can try talking to his dad as well if i go there cause he's a great listener and i think i'm ready to move in the right direction even if financially might be a bit crap until i would get a job in that case.
but yeah idek, it feels like i really need to take care of stuff and try looking for a job to get some real quiche and try to get more independent.. which will probably change my life quite a lot and stuff.. but idek i had a talk about all of it with my bf some weeks ago when i was at their place... idk i feel like i just need to do some stuff both for me and for him.. i mean he is really understanding and i guess he doesn't want me to suffer either and idk he changed my life a lot.. i guess i can try talking to his dad as well if i go there cause he's a great listener and i think i'm ready to move in the right direction even if financially might be a bit crap until i would get a job in that case.