You're being rude and insensitive about it. You keep making fun of it as if we're trying to exclude you when we're all confused about this. We're just trying to make sense of it and we're all in the same boat. The RP is also slow because timezones and people aren't online that much. So when they are, they only can RP with those other people online because they don't want to wait a day or two for a reply. Or be frozen. Plus, I really don't like how many times you bring up how you're going to drop out like you're making fun of the RP. If you're going to leave, just tell me once. Don't repeat like you want me to sympathize with you. It's too much.
So... there you have it. My ruder side.