I'm super nervous and I've felt sick all day because of it lmfao.
Like, I know I won't get chosen and I don't have super high hopes for it. But I have a passion for acting, because it's like the one time my social anxiety doesn't cripple the hell ot of me, oddly enough. I find it really therapeutic to become another person. It's the most healthy way I can become someone else without having multiple identities lololol. I just like the rush of auditioning and I sometimes meet really cool people at these things.