No, I'm not. I just really want tosince I'm already having to deal with irl drama too. And just because I do, doesn't mean you should either. There's a big world out there, and when someone you cared about leaves, doesn't mean you should leave either. If I fell off a bridge and died, you shouldn't do the same just because I did it; you should live on and know you were one of the lucky few who got to know me, and be friends with me, and enjoy our memories together.
Irl my best friend who I have a crush on and I've known for 5 years is starting to hate me, there's a big disconnection between us because we live so far away, and it's tearing us apart. When I come onto TBT, my goal is to make people happy, and to be happy myself. This is nothing really; but to me it's everything: it's ruining my little paradise when my life is driving me bonkers, and I want everything to just cool down to before.