I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling. Is there anything I can do to help? I hope things are turning around & looking better. I'm glad my hug helped! Sadly, you are right. Nothing is permanent. It's also true that life does bully us by making us have to try harder then we'd hoped. You always work hard, my friend. Yes, somethings are worth working hard for. We're okay. We're trying to get a shower stall installed in our bathroom to replace the tub. It's too hard for me to get into the tub with my bad leg. It's been a challenge but we'll get it done eventually. Other than that we're doing okay.