Aww. I understood how you felt because I wanted one desperately and as the stocks got lower and lower I was sure I wouldn't be able to get one in time. I was so anxious about it that I got up at 5:00 A.M. to see if I had enough tickets for it. Thankfully I did. It's a very cute collectible. Personally I think the stock should've been bigger though, since most people can't afford 5k+ for a feather.