ahah..uh... well... "only me" is suffering a severe case of depression/anxiety/category B personality disorder and im in therapy 3 times a week for it. theres nothing anyone can do to help, really, i have to help myself and try to heal and its going to take an ungodly amount of time with the way things are headed.
that being said, i can barely draw for myself right now. and the times i do draw are usually past midnight for me. there is honestly no way i can saddle myself with worry about having to be on time for someone, to be ready, because that will only cause me more stress and anxiety and im not going to set myself up for that. if youre really that intent on waiting for a ****ty artist like me, im going to tell you now that unless inspiration strikes midday its going to be months before i heal even a little bit. sorry if this was tmi, but this is a legitimate issue for me and there is no way in hell i can tailor myself to anyone BUT myself.