Ever since I started school I never ever ever put more than the least amount of effort into P.E. class. Primary school is a different story... since it's more playing around and not partaking in actual competitive sports. Now I'm actually a very competitive person, and for those who are into astrology I'm actually an ARIES sign. Aries are very competitive and... active??? I've heard this so many times and I just don't understand why. I know 3 other Aries and they all aren't active or sporty at all.
So back to what I was going to say.
I absolutely hate sports.
I'll be in highschool next month and I've been told by a ton of teachers throughout elementary and middle school that I'll have to take multiple P.E. classes in highschool since P.E. has always been my lowest grade. Last year in 8th, my grade for P.E. started as a 20 for the first 2 quarters, and then I was moved into a different class.. this one had a really rude teacher. Now I have really really severe anxiety, especially social anxiety, and having the teacher yell at me infront of at least 50 other classmates to "actually participate" would make me want to participate less. I was always made fun of because i was really inactive, and a whole lot of people in my school partake in sports so that's a really big thing in my school... Suddenly this summer I decided to become more active. I'm starting to care a little bit more about myself since I'm actually pretty uh... not good looking. I do NOT care in the slightest about appearance towards other people, but if it's myself its a different story. I'm really short, skinny, and underweight with a little bit of chub on my belly and thighs (which isn't very noticeable). My parents yell at me to get out of my room and go play a sport or go outside and take a walk but I don't for many reasons. One; I'm out of shape to the point where I run up 15 stairs and then will be out of breath for about 3 minutes. Two; it's way too hot outside and I burn AND tan extremely easily, and I'm really insecure about my skin and skin tone so I try to stay out of the sun as much as possible. Three , and probably the worst; I'm too skinny but eat A. WHOLE. LOT. Like, you have no idea how much I eat. I'm probably on the VERY edge of having a binge eating disorder. I'm not big on sweets at ALL. Actually, I'm usually commented by a whole lot of people that I'm probably "the most healthy young'n they've ever met." I can. NOT. Stand cake at all. I can not stand it, or any sweets for the matter of fact. I don't like soda and I drink water all the time. I probably go through 5 bottles of it a day. Also, I don't like pizza or anything related to that. Really the only thing I NORMALLy eat that is unhealthy is chips and french fries. Man I could LIVE off of potatoes, it's my favorite food so I normally eat a lot of things thats made from it.
but back to what I was saying paragraphs and paragraphs ago. I'm too skinny. I'm 14, 5'4'', but I'm actually just over 80 pounds. In 6th grade I was 90, almost 100 pounds. For some reason I am loosing weight, but I'm becoming more inactive and unhealthy. I'm told I'm a backwards person for pretty much everything I do, but not literally... It's really bothering me when people say I'm too skinny because I'm not active... Uh. If I get active, all the meat on my body is going to turn into muscles. I do not want that!!!! Muscles are okay but, I'm forced and stressed upon way too much physical activity that if I actually did it my entire body would just turn into muscles. About a week ago I went to my grandmas like I do almost every weekend... Me, my sister, and my grandma, all walked at least 4 miles. I wasn't tired out that badly since I kept going slow and kinda slugging behind them, but once I woke up the next day my legs ACHED and it stayed like that for about 3 whole days. It was horrible. I didn't want to tell my parents since I know they'd make a whole joke about it and be like "well that's because you aren't active" like HOOOOOohhhOOhoHhhhOoooo- Woooh funny funny funny, great, fun, fun for everyone! What do you not get mom? My mom is always making fun of me for not being active like I need to loose weight when I'm already underweight... but not trying to be rude but she's the one that needs activity. She's actually a bit on the overweight side for being almost 40. and not to mention she's a huge hypocrite! She makes fun of me for being online the whole day, but she's the one that spends an average of 5 hours on Facebook a day. I spent more than that, but that doesnt mean she's not the- Okay I uh
I'm really sorry for ranting- um
I needed to get this entire thing out and I just realized I've gone off track a uh... actually a whole lot um. I'll stop ranting and get to what I thought this topic was going to be about.
This was going to be at least a paragraph long but it turned out to be a whole lot longer.
Anyways. If you've read this far congrats, I love you. I'll give you like uh
*gives cookie*
I don't like cookies so you can have these. They're my grandmas and my grandma makes delicious cookies. I hope you enjoy.
Hi, my name is Lynx. I find sports overly boring and sitting out of P.E. class for 40 minutes feels like (Not Exaggerating!) at least 2 whole hours!!! Hi, my name is Lynx, and even though I'm pretty sarcastic I am very honest. *Insert children "yay"ing stock sound effect here*
Hi, my name is Lynxamoniummaximoustoodlydoodlysmishprinceofbellairthesequel III, and I go through panic attacks every morning when I run down the stairs!
Hey hey hey this is past Lynx and I'm here to edit this post and add a TL;DR.
So basically I hate sports. I don't feel like I have the type of body that REQUIRES to be active just to be healthy. In school it causes extreme anxiety and stress and makes me HIGHLY uncomfortable and I'd give up anything to make P.E. class disappear completely.
So back to what I was going to say.
I absolutely hate sports.
I'll be in highschool next month and I've been told by a ton of teachers throughout elementary and middle school that I'll have to take multiple P.E. classes in highschool since P.E. has always been my lowest grade. Last year in 8th, my grade for P.E. started as a 20 for the first 2 quarters, and then I was moved into a different class.. this one had a really rude teacher. Now I have really really severe anxiety, especially social anxiety, and having the teacher yell at me infront of at least 50 other classmates to "actually participate" would make me want to participate less. I was always made fun of because i was really inactive, and a whole lot of people in my school partake in sports so that's a really big thing in my school... Suddenly this summer I decided to become more active. I'm starting to care a little bit more about myself since I'm actually pretty uh... not good looking. I do NOT care in the slightest about appearance towards other people, but if it's myself its a different story. I'm really short, skinny, and underweight with a little bit of chub on my belly and thighs (which isn't very noticeable). My parents yell at me to get out of my room and go play a sport or go outside and take a walk but I don't for many reasons. One; I'm out of shape to the point where I run up 15 stairs and then will be out of breath for about 3 minutes. Two; it's way too hot outside and I burn AND tan extremely easily, and I'm really insecure about my skin and skin tone so I try to stay out of the sun as much as possible. Three , and probably the worst; I'm too skinny but eat A. WHOLE. LOT. Like, you have no idea how much I eat. I'm probably on the VERY edge of having a binge eating disorder. I'm not big on sweets at ALL. Actually, I'm usually commented by a whole lot of people that I'm probably "the most healthy young'n they've ever met." I can. NOT. Stand cake at all. I can not stand it, or any sweets for the matter of fact. I don't like soda and I drink water all the time. I probably go through 5 bottles of it a day. Also, I don't like pizza or anything related to that. Really the only thing I NORMALLy eat that is unhealthy is chips and french fries. Man I could LIVE off of potatoes, it's my favorite food so I normally eat a lot of things thats made from it.
but back to what I was saying paragraphs and paragraphs ago. I'm too skinny. I'm 14, 5'4'', but I'm actually just over 80 pounds. In 6th grade I was 90, almost 100 pounds. For some reason I am loosing weight, but I'm becoming more inactive and unhealthy. I'm told I'm a backwards person for pretty much everything I do, but not literally... It's really bothering me when people say I'm too skinny because I'm not active... Uh. If I get active, all the meat on my body is going to turn into muscles. I do not want that!!!! Muscles are okay but, I'm forced and stressed upon way too much physical activity that if I actually did it my entire body would just turn into muscles. About a week ago I went to my grandmas like I do almost every weekend... Me, my sister, and my grandma, all walked at least 4 miles. I wasn't tired out that badly since I kept going slow and kinda slugging behind them, but once I woke up the next day my legs ACHED and it stayed like that for about 3 whole days. It was horrible. I didn't want to tell my parents since I know they'd make a whole joke about it and be like "well that's because you aren't active" like HOOOOOohhhOOhoHhhhOoooo- Woooh funny funny funny, great, fun, fun for everyone! What do you not get mom? My mom is always making fun of me for not being active like I need to loose weight when I'm already underweight... but not trying to be rude but she's the one that needs activity. She's actually a bit on the overweight side for being almost 40. and not to mention she's a huge hypocrite! She makes fun of me for being online the whole day, but she's the one that spends an average of 5 hours on Facebook a day. I spent more than that, but that doesnt mean she's not the- Okay I uh
I'm really sorry for ranting- um
I needed to get this entire thing out and I just realized I've gone off track a uh... actually a whole lot um. I'll stop ranting and get to what I thought this topic was going to be about.
This was going to be at least a paragraph long but it turned out to be a whole lot longer.
Anyways. If you've read this far congrats, I love you. I'll give you like uh
*gives cookie*
I don't like cookies so you can have these. They're my grandmas and my grandma makes delicious cookies. I hope you enjoy.
Hi, my name is Lynx. I find sports overly boring and sitting out of P.E. class for 40 minutes feels like (Not Exaggerating!) at least 2 whole hours!!! Hi, my name is Lynx, and even though I'm pretty sarcastic I am very honest. *Insert children "yay"ing stock sound effect here*
Hi, my name is Lynxamoniummaximoustoodlydoodlysmishprinceofbellairthesequel III, and I go through panic attacks every morning when I run down the stairs!
Hey hey hey this is past Lynx and I'm here to edit this post and add a TL;DR.
So basically I hate sports. I don't feel like I have the type of body that REQUIRES to be active just to be healthy. In school it causes extreme anxiety and stress and makes me HIGHLY uncomfortable and I'd give up anything to make P.E. class disappear completely.
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