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Sometimes, I wish I didn't talk
 
Sometimes, when nobody is around, I eat nutella out of the pot! Then I feel really guilty and go to the gym.
 
Most of the time I wish I wasn't even born. And when nobody's around, I punch stuff to let all of my anger leave my mind.
 
I confess that...

Uhm, on my third or fourth day here, I played with a boy here ACNL. I invited him to my town after we talked a bit in the Cafe forum. He was really nice. He talked a lot and we had a good time in my town, talking more than playing. I had told him a secret that not many people knew about me (I posted that secret in the forums a few weeks later after being recommended by a psychologist to let it out as I would feel much better - I was having a stressful time at school and any burden I could get off my shoulders was going to be good for me according to her).

The next day we played again and he came to my town again. This time he was really, really quiet. Then he said "I have something to tell you", and I thought he was going to say something bad like "I don't want to play with you anymore" or something equally scary because of the secrets I told him the night before. Instead he told me that he had a crush on me and I was actually shocked~.

The secret I hadn't told anybody but only people that knew me knew was that I was in an accident a few years ago and lost my ability to walk. All the people I know are nice to me and they have never taken the chance to bully me because of my "disability". But every now and then I will meet someone who really tries to crush my feelings with it. It doesn't happen with people from my own school luckily enough, but most new people I meet, particularly boys from a particular school, can really cross the line with the "disabled" jokes. - Anyway, I thought he was one of them, and so when he told me he had a crush on me, I was really surprised.

To be honest it kinda gave me a self-esteem boost hahaha, because ever since I was in that accident I never thought any boys would have any remote interest on me. I am not a girl boys can walk with holding hands - they have to push me around, on a wheelchair. I did not understand why he had an interest on me to tell me had a crush on me. He knew very well I couldn't do many basic things on my own, from making my own bed to taking a bath, but he insisted he had a crush on me and he wanted us to "e-date".

I had to turn him down and we stayed as friends. I am not ready to have any relationships beyond friendships with anybody. But I played with him for a few months after that until I had to leave my country for a few months and until he left TBT.

He confused my feelings a lot hahaha. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we "e-dated", but I don't regret saying no at all, as I think it was best for both of us, since we live in completely different hemispheres on Earth. I told him all my personal problems and worries at some point and I'm glad he was part of my life, if even just for a very short time and if even just we met on TBT and the most interaction we had was via ACNL.

He told me had a very specific kind of autism. I don't really remember what it was but at that time I asked my best friend about it and she told me that he can be "too honest and rude". And she was right hahaha. He had many troubles in the forums and got into arguments with many people, but he never ever treated me badly. He never insulted me in any way. If he was "too honest" as his autism describes him, I'm really happy he treated me well because it really means he appreciated me. I wish we had the chance to meet in real life.

He may have mixed my feelings up, but he gave me hope that, even if I stay on a wheelchair forever, I may find love someday. I don't care of how cheesy that sounds!

Ah well, I will stop bothering you all with a silly girl's "love story" hahaha.
 
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A few years back, not to long ago, like 3-4 years ago. I basically had an eating disorder, not on a large scale. I starved myself this one summer. Maximum calorie intake between 500-600; mostly liquids. I exercised about 3-5 hours a day.

It's not like that now- I'm good now, no one really knows about it either. Late night thinking. haha :)
 
So my 6 years old little sister is watching Suite Life of Zack and Cody with the episode of Jesse McCartney and I just told her, “is that Jesse McCartney?” And she asked, “Yes! How did you know?” And I told her, “She was my boyfriend two years ago.” She asked, "he liked youuu?!!" And now she wants me to call him and invite him over tomorrow hahahahahaha I’m sorry I feel like I just invented Santa Claus. How do I tell her I was kidding oh my god she won't stop asking about him ahhhh
 
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I confess that...
Uhm, on my third or fourth day here, I played with a boy here ACNL. I invited him to my town after we talked a bit in the Cafe forum. He was really nice. He talked a lot and we had a good time in my town, talking more than playing. I had told him a secret that not many people knew about me (I posted that secret in the forums a few weeks later after being recommended by a psychologist to let it out as I would feel much better - I was having a stressful time at school and any burden I could get off my shoulders was going to be good for me according to her).

The next day we played again and he came to my town again. This time he was really, really quiet. Then he said "I have something to tell you", and I thought he was going to say something bad like "I don't want to play with you anymore" or something equally scary because of the secrets I told him the night before. Instead he told me that he had a crush on me and I was actually shocked~.

The secret I hadn't told anybody but only people that knew me knew was that I was in an accident a few years ago and lost my ability to walk. All the people I know are nice to me and they have never taken the chance to bully me because of my "disability". But every now and then I will meet someone who really tries to crush my feelings with it. It doesn't happen with people from my own school luckily enough, but most new people I meet, particularly boys from a particular school, can really cross the line with the "disabled" jokes. - Anyway, I thought he was one of them, and so when he told me he had a crush on me, I was really surprised.

To be honest it kinda gave me a self-esteem boost hahaha, because ever since I was in that accident I never thought any boys would have any remote interest on me. I am not a girl boys can walk with holding hands - they have to push me around, on a wheelchair. I did not understand why he had an interest on me to tell me had a crush on me. He knew very well I couldn't do many basic things on my own, from making my own bed to taking a bath, but he insisted he had a crush on me and he wanted us to "e-date".

I had to turn him down and we stayed as friends. I am not ready to have any relationships beyond friendships with anybody. But I played with him for a few months after that until I had to leave my country for a few months and until he left TBT.

He confused my feelings a lot hahaha. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened if we "e-dated", but I don't regret saying no at all, as I think it was best for both of us, since we live in completely different hemispheres on Earth. I told him all my personal problems and worries at some point and I'm glad he was part of my life, if even just for a very short time and if even just we met on TBT and the most interaction we had was via ACNL.

He told me had a very specific kind of autism. I don't really remember what it was but at that time I asked my best friend about it and she told me that he can be "too honest and rude". And she was right hahaha. He had many troubles in the forums and got into arguments with many people, but he never ever treated me badly. He never insulted me in any way. If he was "too honest" as his autism describes him, I'm really happy he treated me well because it really means he appreciated me. I wish we had the chance to meet in real life.

He may have mixed my feelings up, but he gave me hope that, even if I stay on a wheelchair forever, I may find love someday. I don't care of how cheesy that sounds!

Ah well, I will stop bothering you all with a silly girl's "love story" hahaha.
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Ooh I enjoyed reading this. C:
 
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once i was canoeing in a river and there was this little **** who kept throwing mud at me so i slapped him in the face with my oar and canoed off and then he went and cried. good times
 
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